You Won't Survive My Randomness. -.-"

2012-01-14T03:15:00.003+08:00

Standing at mid-way, looking back, I gave myself a pat on my back and told myself to continue hiking up this never ending mountain. This terrain is full of muddy paths and potholes. Every complacent step will send me sliding back down. Somehow, to continue this hike up the next level, you will need to remember and appreciate certain things, at the right time. Now, I am going to pitch my tent, grab a sleep, look forward to the next stop.

Happy New Year!

2012-01-04T03:40:00.003+08:00

Countdown to 2012 was fun!! It's been a long time since I went out of house to celebrate this special occasion. :) It was at Holland V's coffeeshop this year! haha. Interesting. Hmm. Our new show Vengeance is coming out really soon. It's good to see your cast preparing their roles. I do not have high hopes to be honest. It's a new genre, something out of my comfort zone. It's a make or break situation. But I still have that bit of faith lah.

My resolution and wish for 2012 is to slim down and that the business will grow to an even greater height. It's a pretty simple wish yeah. I wish for more active partnership too. heh heh. Alrights. Goodnights.

Thank you; Top ten 2011

2011-12-12T23:44:00.006+08:00

Blogging less frequently this year. It's December and I guess I already know who to thank this year! This year was more of ups then downs. I learnt a lot and was given a huge load of opportunities. 2011's been pretty nice to me. I ORDed in July, got awarded Best Soldier, got promoted to CFC (still don't know how) , got TCP registered as a business, saw TCP grow to a new height. All these won't be possible with the below 10 people, whom I felt played a crucial role in shaping 2011 a pretty nice one for me. I foresee 2012 to be rather rocky and I'll be blogging even lesser. Here, is my Annual Top Ten List.

1. Alouis Lim. 1st year into our brotherhood; no conflicts, understandable. 2nd year into this relation, still no conflict, quarrels or fights. It starts to get weird. Into our 3rd year, we still haven't got into any cold wars. Not that I want one, but its pretty rare, knowing my temper and stuff... Alouis, to me, is god sent. I guess he is by far one of the real few that will understand my next move. He basically knows how my brain works and thinks. I pretty dislike telling him some plans at times, because he will urge me to reconsider many things. He saved me from hunger many times in 2011. haha. You can feel 有福同享，有难同当 with him around. I really treasure this piece of char siew alot. <3 him to bits. (^oo^)

2. Encik Tan Kok Leong. If without Encik, my army life would have sucked pretty much. There is this saying that you won't be able to find true friends in NS. He proved this theory wrong. He took good care of his men and was a good leader. To me, I respected him not only as my encik, but also as a good friend. He gave me a lot of opportunities to "use my brain" during my NS days, treated us to good meals, hang out with us all like good friends, etc. On my ORD day, he gave me a gift, an LV Wallet. He even wrote a note to thank me for my help. Touched. Really felt that it was all worthwhile. Thanks Encik. ;)

3. Desmond Koh. He is the complete opposite of Alouis. Our disagreements and arguments increases over the years. haha. This year was particularly bad. Every time we have a meeting, we will both lay out our AK47, Knives and Ammunition. But at the end of the day, we still miraculously can come to an agreement. He will also help you fight an impending war and will stay with you till the very end. I remember, back at KC2, I would bring bread, peanuts and drinks to his unit for him. Lol. Like a visit squirrel. I know our disagreements will never end, but I know he will be there, always. Enjoy your Taiwan + Korea trip okay! :)

4. Alex Tan Yong Ming. This year, he came back to help the business. To be honest, I have no worries about his department at all, it's like North Korea at times, you do not know what is going on in that division. But it's also like Singapore at times... Small in size but you know it's doing good. We have come a very long way. Soon, we will know each other for 6 years. It's funny how someone random can become your business partner at the end. We both are believers and I hope this affinity and believe will bring us to the next level. Happy selling vegetables & last long with Joyce. ;)

5. Kenneth Cheng. I can summarise you in a few words. Thanks for being there all THESE YEARS baby. Though I am still bitter that I had to take a cab back during my BMT days, I am still glad you kept to your crabbing promise. TEEHEE. In 2011, I got to know a rather different side of you, your affectionate side. HAHAHA. No matter what happens in future, you know that I am just a phone call away. I am always here for you bro.

6. Kho Shi Xiang. During my army days, he took great care of me, was my best buddy and companion in camp. He drove me home some times after camp, kept persuading me to go get my license and always motivated me to do better for the business. Thanks for being there in and outside camp. Life in NS would suck without you man.

7. Png Chin Teck. I thank you for constantly having bad luck when you play mahjong. HAHA no lah. Thanks for being the "overseas planning brother" and I really look forward to our next trip. Maybe after Alouis ORD? Don't worry too much about your results, cos I know you've got the brains. See you on Friday!

8. Tham Kun Yao. The 2nd half of this year was mainly with Tham. After we ORDed, we met Jae King and we had a whole lot of fun during the 3 months. We had good food everyday, good company and good bubble tea. Since BMT, he has been a good buddy. Now that he is my business partner, he hasn't change much and that is when you need to go in to slap him and say "wake up your idea". haha yeah something like this. To me, Tham is someone who needs to feel the pinch to feel the pain. You need to spur him on, and only then he will make wonders. Thanks for being such a great buddy and accompanying me thru the boring nights.

9. Lee Xian Huan. Hi Ah Jie! Wow, this year's been a pretty interesting one. I see you even more often than the last 2 years combined. lol. It's been great knowing you, and it's even better now. Thank you for the many listening and comment sessions over the last year and I hope to have more of such sessions with you. Not bad huh this year we managed to chill quite alot. At Swissotel, at Ascott, at void decks, Mount Faber etc. lol. God bless you ace your exams. :)

10. Shawn Tee. Surprised eh? Thinking back on who to thank for 2011, Tee suddenly came to my mind. Maybe because I use TEEHEE so frequently nowadays, I keep remembering Shawn TEE. No lah kidding. I got to know Shawn more this year. To me, he is like a bro now. We can talk about anything under the TREE. Thanks for being such an awesome cast member, bro, forest and for inviting me to your party to know you more. Nevertheless, TEEHEE.

That sums up my Top 10 thank you speech for 2011. Thank you all for making a difference in my life this year. I treasure the memories made and let's keep them alive with our frequent meet ups. Let's hope for 2012 to be a good one! Heh! ;) Merry Christmas and a Happy New Year everyone! <3

the future

2011-10-28T03:36:00.002+08:00

Believe it or not, I am constantly thinking of ways to increase our revenue. lol. For once, I am thinking for myself. Attending the gala premiere of Nexus65 films with Tham tomorrow at GV Great World City. Goodnight!! :)

seeking peace

2011-10-25T03:15:00.002+08:00

When blue skies turn gray.

It's pretty screwed at times to turn someone else's life upside down. But it's even screwed if it turns yours instead. Humans tend to appreciate and treasure what they have, only when they lose it. It also sucks when you meet someone who uses his heart to rule to world. I guess the fate of many will be better if you met someone who was more pragmatic in his approach, but heck, you are you and I pretty much believe that her success was due to the vibes from the heart.

The Heart.

There was a point, I got lost. I didn't know what was in place for us. Let alone the other 4, who usually waits for my command... But I was very lucky, to once again see your comments for us. Your well wishes, together with a few other benefactors, gave me the courage to unveil the barriers I had.

I'm not exactly truthful, for I have not really found complete solace in anyone to share my barriers that I may face. It's the fear of rejection and mockery that leads to the cooping of one's thoughts.

I am no degree student, I am not rich, I am not the best in the world, but at least I know my flaws. And to me, it's what makes me feel perfect.

i'm back yo!

2011-09-21T02:18:00.002+08:00

They are really important to me. :)

It's been a long time since I have blogged. Well I have ORDed so far and life's been pretty good for me, but good days are gonna end pretty soon. I am embracing myself for the day where I can shoot-straight-in-your-face to someone, together with my 4 other comrades.

Where did I stop ah? Hmm. After I ORDed, TCP got registered as a business officially. Basically we do filming of films and shows for clients, events coverage, loaning of talents, wedding videos (both photography and videography) and of course, courses to nuture the next generation!!

When I was a kid, I always wanted to become a bus driver some day. This got my grandma and mother pretty worried. They were telling me the other day that they were afraid I didn't wanna study hard and just aim to become a bus driver. haha. I loved Double decker buses when i was a kid. I would pester dad to bring me on bus rides. Dad was a real patient guy, something which I didn't inherit from him, sadly.

I then wanted to become a teacher during my primary days. It grew into a reality. People who know me well enough will know that I will strive to achieve what I really wanna do.. Just a matter of time... I went into the staff room one day and asked my subject teachers if I could relief their classes for them. They gladly agreed. I became the first student to do so in BPS. lol. I also created the Cabin Club tuition centre and had 8 lower secondary students under me at 1 point. I taught Geography. Pretty cool. At least I really enjoyed my sec school days.

Slowly, I started venturing into production. And I really like this job. But I kinda like teaching still, and thus, I am trying to bring it both together. Offering courses to the young! Woohoo! Yeah, it's kinda hard lah but I'll try and keep trying. :)

You know sometimes i'm really fascinated by how fate works. Especially during my NS days. If I was posted to some other BMT coy or vocations after BMT, my life will be pretty different. I guess I would not have met Tham, Desmond or even Wei Siong, because to be pretty honest I was constantly on the thought of dropping out from the places I was posted to. HAHAHA.

But I'm glad fate and luck made its good use during my days in the army. I've got a lot to share, but I guess I'll do it another day. I'm so happy I got to sleep for 10 hours yesterday. It feels good to be refreshed. Goodnights. <3

Oh my.

2011-05-17T23:39:00.001+08:00

This time, I think its coming. Really. It's just a matter of time. Let's just embrace this journey. You and I.

8th Generation

2011-04-10T11:17:00.002+08:00

8th Generation welcomes 5 new full time actors and actresses. 2 guys and 3 girls! Self-renewal! Alright, the first girl I would like to introduce has been in TCP for a few months. However, we havent really introduced her cos she was the only one at 8th Gen the other time.

Carin, currently studying at RP and is an avid sports fan. Pretty nice girl. She will be starting out in dramas first before variety so do support support! :)
Keng Boon. You can call him Ah Boon. Currently also studying at RP -.- too.If you like Alouis type of actors, the tall type of actor with Justin Bieber hair, he will be your new choice of idol.
Kiat Boon. You call call him Ah Kiat. Currently studying at SIM, he is like Christopher. Finally found a Christopher 接班人! And he's hosting is really good! Desmond says he will win Best Variety Host next year. hah.
Janice. Currently studying at Ngee Ann Polytechnic, her acting is pretty imba! Why got newcomer come in act so good one huh? The best actress yesterday.
Xia Gek. Okay her name abit difficult to remember, so just call her Ah Yu. Haha. Yeah she has the Adria plus Ah Jie combined look/feel. I guess she will be a very versatile actress. :)

That sums up my introduction of our 5 new kids on the block!

In-house auditions

2011-04-07T22:44:00.002+08:00

Auditions this Saturday. Random. Good luck to everyone who registered! Have fun, be yourself and give it your best shot.

the final day!

2011-04-01T02:59:00.003+08:00

1 more day! This is going to be big, big, big! Journalist, Media Partners from Cream Pictures, Mediate and I heard from teck, Mediacorp? Sponsors from Palette Pictures, Jan, parents of our casts, friends and supporters! (Alouis has a real fan who is coming!) The whole TCP will be bringing you guys a fantastic show this Saturday, 4PM at Republic Polytechnic. We'll see you there!

My casts finds it unfair, my crew finds it unfair. Thus I have to be fair to them.

4 more days!

2011-03-29T23:24:00.002+08:00

Omgosh Awards Ceremony is coming in 4 days time! Wheeeee! I'm so excited! And i'm so happy cos I managed to clear all my 10 tickets! And many are to friends whom I havent met for a long time, and to 1 friend, whom I haven't met her for the past 3 years! Woohoo! Teehee! :D

TCP Awards Ceremony

2011-03-20T09:41:00.003+08:00

The performers/groups for this year's Awards Ceremony are all outsourced groups... For this, I had to dig, scratch, find, source through contacts and contacts, re-watch YouTube many many times and playing the relations. Before the Awards start in less than 2 weeks, I would like to thank all the groups, Jon and Partner (RP), OneFiftyNine(NUS), Esprimere(SIM), WonderShidae, StarreSeconds, the O/2/3 ICs, Alan, Wei Siong, Shi Qi for attending rehearsals weekly, Tham for taking good care of the productions so I can head out to do other projects and lastly god for bringing these wonderful people to me.

After 4 plus years of TCP finally I feel like i'm not alone. Thank you Desmond, Wei Siong, Tham and Yong Ming for sharing the tons of shit we get internally and externally. You know I love you bros. TEEHEE!!

ooohlala

2011-03-16T21:49:00.003+08:00

当冬夜渐暖当大海也不再那麼蓝
当月色的纯白变得阴暗
那只是代表快乐不再那麼简单

当冬夜渐暖当夏夜的树上不再有蝉
当回忆老去的痕迹斑斑
那只是因为悲伤从来都不会有答案

I feel so so busy not only with TCP but projects outside TCP. I know Wei Siong's been really trying hard to help me sub a lot of projects, but I still feel the both of us are gonna burst anytime soon. Awards Ceremony practice started last week. This week is the second week. Looks like everything is alright for now. According to schedule.

My work and stress cannot be compared to the people suffering in Japan now. If I could, I would do all I can for them. May god bless the people of Japan. We're all with you.

When the gambling prince meets the mafia princess!

2011-03-06T20:37:00.003+08:00

When the Gambling Prince meets the Mafia Princess has higher ratings than compared to X-Squad. It should be good news because it means our viewers choose genre's to watch. We originally thought viewership was on the decline... Do spread it around. Link it, catch it, Like it! :D

1 down. 4 more to go.

2011-03-01T22:05:00.001+08:00

1 more down. Left with Best Supporting Actor/Actress, Best Actor and Actress. 辛苦大家了！

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2011-02-28T23:05:00.004+08:00

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...is making the 4 of us so freaking busy. Final costs have come up to thousands and I predict it will go even higher. It's the first time we are going this big scale and the first time I'm working with my team of bros for this ceremony. I won't say it will you the most awesome awards you're gonna attend but I dare say it'll be an awards ceremony filled with sincerity. :)

Some results are out already.. I'm really happy for some peeps. Deserving or not, you guys decide.. The reason why I wanted to have an Awards Ceremony was just to give recognition and to market the production group. Ahh. Can I kaobei abit more? It's also the first time I've only got 1 month to prepare! Goddamnit! 1 more month exactly to TCP Awards Ceremony 2011!

Damn! My dear team.. "Desmond, Wei Siong, Yong Ming, Shi Qi, Yyann, Jie Ying, Tham, Guan, Alan, Pei Wen"... I can only say. God bless us. I know everyone's busy.. But 1 more month ah.. We can do it. :D

Goodnights Kenneth. I miss you.

interview with rp

2011-02-22T23:28:00.001+08:00

Just completed an interview with RP's Magazine. DrEAM! Thank you Bob, for this chance. :) Going to bathe then bed. I'll post the article when it gets up here!

the week.. gone!

2011-02-20T22:16:00.005+08:00

I love you bros!

Another bro has got his car. teehee. Ooh yah today was Mafia's last day of filming! Ahh. Only me and Wei Long. Pretty nice the feeling. Never film 1 on 1 with Wei Long before. Realised he never film solo scenes before. hmm. Thanks for the colour biscuits bro.

Saturday: Filming Ink of Destruction. Ah Di's first scene. Di left after that. After that Singaporeans, Adele left. Roy and Alouis slacked at my place. Roy left and then went to Alouis place to get some stuff. We then went to West Mall and Alouis got his BB! teehee! Aiyah he needs it lah cos he still has 1 year plus till ORD. HAHAHA! Ah Di then picked us up and West Mall. Drove to Serangoon and picked Wei Siong(Wei Siong got car but dunno location; noob) so I went to his car, GPS for him and we went to Sengkang to pick Jun and his gf. We then drove to Sakura at Punggol 17th Ave. Awesome shit. Marina Barrage at the end of the day. :D

Friday: TCP Meeting. Productive. But feel like bad guy. Every meeting free flow of thrashing the other 3 will get from me. haha. Next meeting is YM conduct so yeah his turn to thrash us. :D Hmms. We have to chiong. Ahha, finally we have our first official business! So happy! Okay after that went to Spyder look for Alouis and Terence and friends. Till 3am.

I'm heading back to camp tomorrow. Hmm. Not sian lah. But yeah this is life. Have fun.

Genting

2011-02-09T19:38:00.004+08:00

With Kean! We took Five Star Tours and I tell you the buses were damn good! It came along with a massage chair and a mini pillow! The chair could also be converted into a mini bed! Woohoo! We left Singapore about 9PM and reached Genting about 3am. I love the bus ride. I caught some movies on the way but fell asleep. Saw Genting from like the bottom and went wow like a small boy...

Reached Genting! Kean said I jialat cos I was wearing 3/4 pants. He said I'll freeze! Didn't believe him and gosh I regreted It was like the coldest shit blowing towards me when I alighted. It was bout 3am and thus everywhere was closed except Starbucks. Haha but we decided to walk around first to tour the mall!

Tour the mall from 3am to 5am. Had breakfast and checked out prices for the theme parks etc. Awesome feel I tell you cos it was so cold! Never buy Next Chill when you're heading to a cold place. Damn.

We went to Starbucks from 6am all the way to 11am. Damn siao. I ordered this peppermint green tea and it was awesome. Made me feel so much of love and warmth. haha. How did we spend so many hours at Starbucks?

We played Monopoly Deal! Yeah, from 6am till 11am. We then went to get our rooms at about 12pm. Went for a nap and woke up at 4pm. Haha.

No lah not so cold. It's Next Chill's art. Day 2 no pictures cos in another camera! I'll try to dig out some pictures from John's camera! haha!

Day 3: We headed down to KL by bus for RM6 bucks! Wowz! The bus ride was fast like 1 hour only siol.

Changed to their LRT upon arrival. The LRT toured round KL and I felt its just like a bigger Orchard. :) haha.

Had dinner at some Hong Kong Cafe! Beef Fried Rice. DAMN NICE!!

Had herbal tea at this shop! Damn good siol!

I went to Genting with buddies Kean and our friend, John last Dec! Here are some pictures of our pretty interesting trip! This was my first trip to genting and it was really cold there! I love the weather over there! It makes you feel so clean...! Yeah I'll wanna head back there again if I ever have the chance and.. cash. haha! tata. Next will be Batam.

Bitch Flu; Awesome CNY

2011-02-06T04:49:00.002+08:00

I am sick thruout this whole CNY. Damn. Flu flu flu. Today was worst keep having the feel of puking. I went to Chin Teck's place to bai nian, had a little food and then after which I puke out like half of the fried rice I had. damn. But okay though I felt sick, this CNY was a little different from previous years.

Day 1: I felt sick in the morning. Went to Granny's place for CNY. Went to cousin's place for a quick nap with sis (we were both sick). Woke up, went back for dinner and felt worst. Turned down my cousin's request to gamble at her place. Cab home and took medicine. Felt better. Discussed with cousin if we should head out for a drink. Could not reach agreement. Jio-ed Kenneth out. Surprisingly he agreed after awhile. Touched. We went to Mount Faber for a date. Looking down the city, we talked about many things, life, school, work etc. It's been a very long time since we had such 2-people time. We went for supper then home bout 4am. :)

Day 2: Flu came back. Went cousin's place to help auntie make Suan Pan Zi. Learn new stuff. Met Jin Hong and he drove(he bought a car, omg!) me to Nic's place. Went to baby's house to bai nian. Nice's house for steamboat and then left at 10pm. Met cousins for Kbox session and had some usual crazy sessions. If you think I was crazy, you should see my cousins and I combined. Ultimate. We have the same genes. I really love them. Sang from 10plus till 3am and each was $46 bucks. Expensive but worth. Headed home.

Day 3: Woke up at 2.30pm. Nua till 4.30pm before heading to Chin Teck's house to bai nian. His mum is so adorable...! Like him, cartoon cartoon one. Had dinner. I bet if I didn't have flu the fried rice will taste damn awesome!! We then headed off to Nex. Yeah, just the 2 of us. It's been a even longer time since I spent such time with teck. We were talking, walking and bitching about dogs, literally and just chill with our bubble teas. Teck is quieter when he's alone with me. Muahaha, bet you won't get to see that side! We then went to Wei Siong's house to bai nian. Damn happening. His sec friends all quite friendly. Played a few rounds of blackjack and lost my entire savings. HAHA!

Teck and I were feeling so lang bei. lol. We then took a train to Dhoby Ghaut where my nose just was a bitch and I went to puke. cb. Teck said I was gonna die, I wanted to reply I have already died. Met Alouis (I haven't seen him for 3 days and I miss him so much) and we walked to Minds Cafe and met up with Brian there. We played lots of crazy games and talked quite alot. They ate. I had no appetite. damn.. Played till 2am. I really really had fun bros. If weren't for you guys I would have like just took a cab to Alexandra Hosp. lol. We played this "True Colours" game and damn fucking funny. Asked questions like "Who would you not bring on a free tour" type of questions. Evil and mean but in the name of fun.

Alouis, Brian and I waited for Brian's NR7 for like 45mins?! Siao. We taught Brian some drills so he could prepared for Army. Damn I will miss him man. After that, had some 2-people time with Alouis. Laugh, shock and laugh again. lol. Cab home and now im feeling much better.

Thank you for making my CNY special despite my bitch flu. I love you all. Friends are not just friends when you treat them like family. I hope your CNY was as awesome as mine. I looking forward to tomorrow's activity! :)

awesome

2011-02-03T00:38:00.002+08:00

freaking cold at Genting!

I can't believe I finished editing X-Squad Episode 6 in 2 days. Uploading now. My god. We are gearing up for new website + Mafia's broadcast. Oh damn. I can't believe we are broadcasting 3 different shows in a week! We did it! Happy Chinese New Year everyone! For working so hard I have gave myself 4 days off. Muahaha. Enjoy peeps! I will blog about my Batam/Genting trip in the next post! Huat ah!

busy month

2011-01-30T17:04:00.002+08:00

Welcome back Leon!

Just uploaded All About Voting Episode 1. Pretty Satisfied with the end product. Experimenting new genre for our viewers. For loyal viewers who have been with us for years, you'll be pleased with our new shows! Next up will be busy preparing for Awards Ceremony. The theme and stuff. Trophies. Locations. Meetings. I'm still very excited about our Awards Ceremony!

Heading to my family's place for dinner for the first time since after my BMT. damn. it's long due.

Awards Ceremony 2011

2011-01-26T22:30:00.004+08:00

Discussed with some of the judges today for Awards Ceremony judging criteria. We talked about acting. Whose role had the most acting? Whose acting was the best? Who had more challenging scenes? Is it

1. Christopher's girly role in X-Squad?

2. Roy's good guy role in X-Squad?

3. Shawn Tee's spy role in X-Squad?

4. Willy's genius role in X-Squad?

5. Or Chin Teck's challenging role in Intangible Bond?

We'll know the winner soon! Congratulations Best Supporting Actor to be in advanced. First week of March, we'll see you on stage!

its been a long time

2011-01-24T22:52:00.002+08:00

Very long never write blockbusters consisting of 6 leads type of show. But I like writing such stories. Few more days to the start of a brand new story, brand new combination. This show will depend on Alouis, Clarissa and Roy heavily. Damn heavily.

Ink of Destruction

2011-01-23T13:50:00.004+08:00

Ink of Destruction. I guess I've matured in writing. I feel the revised version more in-depth. It will be the first time Roy will be taking the leading role. Let's look forward to his performance! This show revolves around the main female lead Ah Qin, played by Clarissa Kok. Watch her get embroiled into the world of contracts and laws and how the love of her life tries his best to get her out of destruction. First time writing a script where all the other characters support the female lead. But it will be good, it will be. Filming will begin next week. I think the fastest this show can broadcast will be in Sept. :)

iod

2011-01-20T23:23:00.003+08:00

Unit Anniversary Dinner @ Safra Jurong

Replanned the whole Ink of Destruction again. 4th time. But this version leaves me most satisfied. Awaiting for their performances. :) Am very looking forward to tomorrow's party. Watching American Idol now. haha love it even though its into its 10th year...!

Watched the final product of All About Voting Episode 1 and Our Family Reunion.. Gosh Kaile, Alouis and Christopher stole the whole show! Clarissa stole All About Voting.. This is madness cos everyone's uping in process!

hello!

2011-01-09T23:22:00.003+08:00

Started doing more research on my studies. I think i'm going for the Murdoch University degree. It's another risk i'm taking. Like when I chose Republic Poly, I chose Sports of all subjects. -.- And again, I will be doing something that does not consists a wee bit of Maths and Science!

Anyway yesterday filming was quite a hugeload of work. But we managed to complete everything. After that, Clarissa joined me, Alouis and Kenneth for dinner at Yishun. We then caught a movie together. Haha Clarissa quite fun to be out with also. She cabbed home after that. We 3 then went on to Desmond's place to visit him. haha he can only hop around for now. We then picked Adria and Brian, went to Makan dim sum then got a call from my mum saying my sister felt really sick and I went home. Found out she was okay, went down to meet Kenneth and Adria and talked till 3am. I owe you guys one for the sudden screw of meeting haha!

wow.

2011-01-02T19:27:00.000+08:00

Alouis invited me to his house for dinner. Wow. Heading there now. Drinking later. Double wow.

top ten 2010

2010-12-25T17:59:00.000+08:00

It's the Annual Top 10 list! Every year, i'll blog about 10 people that has made a significant impact to my life that particular year. This year, has been a pretty awesome year. There were ups and downs but overall I met quite a few interesting people this year. The below 10 people did make a real significant impact in my life this year, and sadly ranking does play a part haha wth but yeah, here it goes...

1. Alouis Lim. I will be deem gay for this note but yeah who cares. Thank you for being there always. Thanks for growing fat with me, thanks for drinking with me, thanks for fy-ning me, thanks for reading my mind and thanks for all the times spent. I hope you like the Thai Express we had today ;) haha. Thanks for everything bro! I love you very much!

2. Brian Ng. I thank you for the years, the love, the care and concern and of all the joy and laughter you have brought into my life. I thank you for being my best friend and I thank myself for taking initiative to talk to you. The most important thing, however, is to thank Mac'Donalds for the creation of the Sausage Mc'Muffin burger. Thanks for all your care SMSes this year. I'm still trying to get use to your sudden increase of affection.

3. Ong Wei Siong. New Entry! Haha. Thanks for being so nice to bully!! After knowing you and bringing you into TCP, I've heard many positive comments about how much we've improved on the visuals and our website. I know that if not for you, there would be so many things that we may not be able to accomplish. Work aside, I remember the many life talks we had at Dhoby Ghaut. We'll share our dreams, our life and your love life. ;) Thanks Maroom.

4. Desmond Koh. You seemed happier this year. Either my wish for you came through or you sorted out your thoughts. Haha! It's great to see you one step closer to ORDing and regaining your freedom. It feels even better to know that i've known you for more than a year now. It feels even better to know that we'll have many good years to come! I hope to eat your homemade noodles with love again soon! The taiwan biscuit is damn zai. ;D Love you squirrel.

5. Png Chin Teck. Thanks bro. Ever since you went Army that I know you did play a rather important role in my life. Not only that, I have to thank you for being such a good brother! CK shirt, CK underwear, everything CK. Eh can have GA stuffs for 2011? haha! I hope you had a great 21st this year and I sincerely hope you'll have a smooth studying journey at SMU when school starts later next year for you. Most importantly, faster find a girl!

6. Jan Lin. There is a chinese saying "出门遇贵人" and she's the 贵人 that has helped me countless of times this year. Without her, I would not have been able to accomplish many things in TCP. Even the recent TCP Christmas Party. If not for her, we wouldn't even have a party; let alone a place for one. I hope that she'll find her exact directions when she migrates to Europe in 2011, to find a man she loves, settle down, have kids and i'll find you in Europe one day. :)

7. Kho Shi Xiang. This guy is my Army Buddy. Didn't really like him at first. Damn playful in BMT. We then got posted to Turret at OETI. Got to know him a little more. Then we got posted to 12 and got kicked out together. We then got posted to 11 together. Call it coincidental but I call it fate. Thanks for being so good to me in camp bro. If without you I would have died of boredom in camp like 8 months ago. Come back safely from Bangkok! :)

8. Kean Lee. My bitch buddy. Sean and Kean = Bitch and Bitch. haha damn. From OETI bitch until 12. Even when i'm out of 12 we will bitch at 1AMB events. Not enough bitching? We bitch from Singapore all the way to Genting and back to Singapore. Yeah, he's that awesome. But bitching aside, he gave me really alot of support when I was feeling damn down in camp, it was something I really needed the most then. Thanks for your listening ear when I needed it most bro. ;)

9. Kenneth Cheng. The most troublesome thing I asked you to help me this year has got to be taking care of my terrapin. haha! Thanks for being there and please study hard to pass your exams next year yeah. Don't need to say much to you lah, because all I wish for you will always be the same. :)

10. Adria Tham. Thanks for passing your driving so that you can mock, laugh and drive me out. Haha! I really do pray that you pass your exams in Jan. Thanks also for being there always too. Thanks for letting me and Brian joke about you. Thanks for loving me and Brian. Most importantly, thanks for being in my life. QQHQ I love you!!

Yeap, that sums up the top 10 this year. A tradition for this blog, a place where I can refer to in future. Have a blessed Christmas and a Happy New Year. I'll blog about my Genting trip and Christmas celebration soon. This year's Christmas was indeed different with Alouis and Chin Teck! Signing outz!

TCP Christmas Party

2010-12-20T17:53:00.002+08:00

Yesterday was TCP's Annual Christmas Party. I hope everyone had their fair share of catching up! Merry Christmas in advanced everyone! After the official party ended, it was just down to Alouis, Adria, Chin Teck, Shawn Tee and Brian. We played some card games. Hahaha! Damn funny. After that went for Brian's sister gathering with Chin Teck and Adria. Uncle treated us whiskey and some chicky wings. heh heh. After that we went to have supper. Ahh. Good to see Brian enjoying his days of freedom! Next post will be my Top 10 for 2010!

tadah!

2010-12-18T05:13:00.002+08:00

Went to find Alouis at some pub today, Wee and Hock Boon were there too. :) We went to makan after that. Alouis taught me how to play LAN and Pool after that. Night ended at 4am at Cineleisure. Filming tomorrow, Goodnights. This is for you bro; TEEHEE!

hahaha

2010-12-17T02:12:00.003+08:00

I think today is one of the rare filming days, because its a Thursday! After editing X-Squad Episode 3, I found some of the newer generations are really getting the kick of acting. I feel some are already on par with their seniors. There is this scene where Alouis talks to Jun. I feel that he really stands out as the lead actor very well. You can't tell its a 6th Gen talking to a 2nd Gen. Also, another scene we filmed last scene. Clarissa and Ah Jie. It's the first time I really felt Clarissa's in-depth acting. It was executed very well. You can't tell its a 7th Gen acting with Ah Jie. I feel I must also comment on Roy. I think he really can act! Go watch Episode 3 lah.

I sometimes really don't know if I should blog about how I feel because though its my personal blog, there ought to be peeps reading this. But heck lah. haha! A good friend of mine once told me about the opportunities given at our productions. I didn't really feel that chances were not distributed evenly then. But slowly, as the production had more talents, I somehow (feel/hear/see) that they have the same thought too...! Are we putting too much effort into our seniors that we neglect our juniors? I guess its partially because i'm not into risking.

I feel that I should risk more. My good friend always tells me to give the younger ones more chances. She tells me about their potential and her feelings towards them. Many of which are positive comments. Guess i'm not risking enough. So hey, since I have the power to make decisions, let's take risks for 2011. To all the 5th/6th/7th/8th Gen tcpians, next year will be your year. Let's not call it risk, let's call it gaining more experiences, with the guidance from the seniors. :)

Who says the best must be from the 1st generation of cast? I must adopt this mentality sooner or later will see the different classes like pyramids. A place for people who like acting, to act.

teehee!

2010-12-12T09:59:00.004+08:00

Happy Birthday Cousin! :)

Qinny has sent me the first draft of the sub-theme song. Wow. Didn't expect she'll really do a sub-theme song so fast. Means we'll be having 2 songs in Intangible Bond! She really followed the plot well and this is what's painted in the song.

"to paint a picture of weariness, tiredness, loneliness. Being all alone, feeling the pain, and you don't really want to walk on, yet you see this long long path in front of you that you have to walk, alone. The last two lines is supposed to depict this little wish of the character for salvation, for someone to come and save him/her from this loneliness, so that he/she doesn't have to face everything alone."

Haven't really work with a music producer for a long time. I also think the sub-theme song fits Adria's voice very well. Hmm. Okay lah am pretty awake. Went to Wendy's bdae ytd. 7pm to 5am. Was a great night of drinking. Am heading out to Seng Kang soon! Catch me there for an event!!

wah-ha

2010-12-11T00:55:00.003+08:00

I will blog about Genting when I get the pictures. I dreamt of Kenneth one night at Genting. I dunno why he always appears in my dreams.. zzz. From Singapore to Bangkok to BMT to Genting to... Batam soon?! It's great to be home. At least it feels safer back home. And warmer. nb.

the week.

2010-12-06T16:19:00.003+08:00

Hey! Before I head off to Genting, I'll do a short recap of the past week! Nothing much actually, just that its pretty shiok that i'm on leave this whole week! Teehee! On Saturday after TCP, we went to NEX. It's like 1/10 of Singapore there. Haha kidding but you get my meaning. Totally will avoid that mall for the next 3 mths. Saw Jin Hong!! Then left Willy and Alouis and Me. Brian sms us. Of cos we chionged down to meet him. Ah Jie then sms us, okay lah random, maybe she knew we were going to eat potatoes on that day haha. Then Chin Yang came along, then Emily. It was a weird combo with Ah Jie and Emily joining the all guys but it was alright, especially since Emily is hilarious to be with! HAHA! We then ended the day at like 330am. The day was great if we cancelled off the walk to Clarke Quay part because I was so shag.

Okay today something dumb happened. My camp mate called me and asked where I left my Sir's card. I then realised it was with me! WTH! SO yeah I took the initiative to go back to camp to return him the card. zzz. BUT lucky thing was that I had a meeting at 10am so it wasn't that bad. Its just that I had to wake up an hour earlier. Haha.

Yeah had a meeting with Jas and Qinny bout TCP's music direction. We had an 1.5 hour meeting on Intangibond's theme song. From telling her the whole plot, to the characters, to the scenes, to the cords, to the lyrics to who we should choose to sing. Yeah haha after telling Qinny the plot, she was like "Why you write until so sad one the ending..." haha. Aiyah like this not typical mah.

Pretty looking forward to the trip later. And for the trip with Brian and Chin Teck on the 29th. Take care everyone and god bless me safe and sound. :D

my 22nd was a blast!

2010-11-22T22:35:00.003+08:00

Hey yo! Just celebrated my 22nd a few days back. Just feel appreciative of everything and everyone around me. Sorry ah my house is pretty small, thus I only invited friends/bros/sisters whom my mum has seen/talked/interacted with before.. Made it a small family event.. Thanks for turning up everyone.. Alouis, Brian, Adria, Chin Teck, Shi Ying, Chin Yang, Desmond, Kenneth, Wei Siong, Teck Guan, Tham, Elizabeth, Ah Jie, Willy, Jun Horng.. Thank you :))

On the actual day itself, had dinner with Chin Teck, Willy and Ah Jie at Plaza Sing. Saw Wei Long and Irynn there too! And yeah basically took bus back thinking what i've done my previous life so well that i've got so many good friends around me. It's gonna be December soon, and i'm heading on two holidays I think. One with my army buddies and the other one with Brian, Chin Teck and maybe Wei Siong?! Haha looking forward because of this new combination. :D

Happy Birthday to me! TEEHEE!

2010-11-15T21:26:00.003+08:00

This week's gonna be real busy.

Friday: X-Squad Premieres.

Saturday:

11am: Meeting.

12pm: Ink of Destruction casts meeting.

1pm: Ink of Destruction Imaging.

3pm Awards: Ceremony Practice.

Sunday: 21st!!

Blog more when I get the pictures from Chin Teck. :)

the weekends are near

2010-11-11T21:47:00.003+08:00

I actually wanted to blog a few days ago but I forgot! Now that I feel like blogging, I've got nothing to blog about! Ahh. Brian sms me yesterday telling me the two of us is a pretty good show with good acting. Hmm. Okay lah i feel its a good plot just that the dubbing is weird. haha.

Okay lah last day to the weekend! Woohooo!

vote!

2010-11-03T22:08:00.002+08:00

Was watching a news report. Found it rather dumb for the reporters to ask questions like "Do you think Downtown East is still safe?" You can have stabbing incidents anywhere what...! The victim, do Rest in Peace. Justice will catch up with those who harmed you.

On a happier note, it's a long weekend this week! Cleared the Safety project today which means 1 less shit down. But we were tasked to conduct all the other safety talks. Erm. Alright lets take things in stride, may not be a bad thing right? Voting for Awards Ceremony has started. Haha. Internal voting this year was pretty funny because like 70% voted the same people!

Okay im quite tired lah. I go sleep. I miss Brian quite alot.

哈哈

2010-11-01T22:10:00.002+08:00

Today is the first day of TCP Awards Ceremony 2010 Voting... Interesting findings...! 今年真的是看你们的角色的一年！

Halloween. Happy 4th Birthday

2010-10-31T02:10:00.003+08:00

2 meetings today. Had a very good talk with Maroom today evening at 313. Went to this Halloween Exhibition with the irritating asses, had fun. Quite funny because there were many random screaming. Ah Jie even questioned this random monster for scaring her. Hilarious. We then went to book a room at Emax and caught A Nightmare at Elm Street. Freaking freaky! wtf! Went home with Alouis after that.

welfare oriented. my aim. my stand. Happy 4th Birthday TCP.

Love is in the air?

2010-10-28T20:49:00.002+08:00

Been writing When Cupid strikes the Sweethearts.. here are some of the interesting lines about the heavens up there. Lots of room for creativity and imagination. But the problem is, who will act the role as 小天使 and 媒婆?

Cupid：学到多一点了吧？记得哦，红线对我们爱神来说，是非常重要的东西，一旦少过两万条就要到媒婆那里订购，知道吗？

[小天使用了法力]

小天使：糟了！只剩下一万五千七百二十八条！

Cupid：哎呀！你怎么那么粗心呢？我不是教过你，要定时数这些红线吗？

小天使：对不起啊爱神，最近应为靠近情人节，所以红线特别的枪手！我现在就到媒婆那里订购！

Any interested applicants to play some gods up there? Should be an interesting show to film. A different genre. Something we haven't seen locally for a long time. :)

December!

2010-10-26T21:26:00.002+08:00

Zoe Tay has got a new Channel 8 drama! Pretty awesome role. Lots of work to be completed soon. Been writing three shows at one go. Write here and there abit hope can complete in time for November's imaging session. Been editing quite alot last week also. Managed to complete a little for the 3 show's first episode. December is nearing cos its the clear your leave month! Woohoo! And i'm heading to Genting for the very first time!!

Teehee.

Aye yo!

2010-10-25T21:01:00.004+08:00

Audition Scripts done! 1 down but still got quite alot to finish. All the best. Look at Hoon, so round and chubby!! :D Clearing the least few scenes.. :D We can do it. Went for dinner with Adria, Di, Joyce and Yyann last night. Lots of curious topics. Hmm. Nice.

im briefly back

2010-10-19T23:34:00.003+08:00

Just came back from Hoon's party at Aloha Changi. Motor ride back home. zzz. I feel like sleeping. Quite tired recently. Lots of overdue dates with many different groups of people. Guess i'll have to push them to November! Heh Heh. Did I mention that Thailand was fun? It can be counted as fulfilling lah cos I bought alot of important stuff for myself!

Hiak! Been pretty busy. This year seems pretty fulfilling for me. Accomplished more than ever, got to know a few more nice people and aiyah i'll blog about it more lah. My brudder is attached already, congrats korkor. Hah hah nice one bro. Attended lyn's wedding last Sunday. Happy Marriage Lyn! Aiyah when I get the pictures then I upload and blog bout it. Sept been pretty good to me. October too. Let's hope Nov will be better because its LAB from 22nd Nov!! wth! ArgH!

Thank you bro

2010-10-19T23:04:00.002+08:00

I got my first birthday present of the year from Alouis. Thank you so much bro. I really appreciate it so so much. He said he wanted to get something from Levis and yeah we followed him into the shop. He asked if the shirt was nice, I said yeah. And tadah! Really caught me by surprise. I've no expression when im really happy you know. Just smile. Keep smiling and smiling.

Okay goodnight. Today reminded me that i'm about 1 month away from my 22nd. :)

food

2010-10-04T21:08:00.001+08:00

Just went down to get the food for the steamboat this wed. Quite alot of food. Tired. Goodnight.

hey you Mr. Q.

2010-09-29T22:16:00.003+08:00

I'm pretty amazed at my speed of recovering to certain issues. And somehow I really feel I can't blog too much bout my thoughts anymore. Its contradicting. I want to blog to share my life but I feel it often backfires when I share too much. Its like oh shit I shared too much but hey I feel I needa share this man! Darn it. Damn sucky. I'm trying to overrun myself here to make me forget what I wanted to blog about. Hmm. Sometimes I wonder if im really happy or I just forget sad stuff easily. Eh but sometimes I recover very slowly leh. wth am I talking about. I'm just a insignificant member to this world, but somehow I feel I contribute more stuffs than other members of this planet. wtf?! 2 more days to weekends. Nice.

I'm not happy today. Really. I'm just not too good inside. Hey can you hear me? I'm not happy you know! Im fucking talking! I'm unhappy! Fuck you understand! I buay song! I sibei unhappy! Fuck you! Cheebye! Okay I feel abit better. I go sleep. Goodnights.

aww.

2010-09-23T19:10:00.002+08:00

Aye. Sad. My cousin's putting their dog to sleep tomorrow. Argh. Kidney failure. Damn. Of course will feel sad, because the dog's been with our family, my cousins for 12 years! 12 years! Wth. So long you know. Got feelings one what. Damnit. And damn Maroom got silver for his IPPT! How did he do it?! I feel more sad.

Anyway on a happier note, met Chin Teck and Ah Jie on Tuesday. Had dinner at Hip Diner? Yeah Chin Teck bought me a AX shirt online! AX leh wth and its pretty nice I like it because its from a bro, its good stuff and lastly, its FREE! heh heh. Thanks bro! Okay busy doing scripts and scripts. Editing and editing. Work is never ending but I like that feeling.

Goodbye Piggy, i'll miss you. Thank you for the years.

lumino!

2010-09-18T02:25:00.003+08:00

After dolly, we're going to see lumino in TCP soon. lol. Thank you the other 3 bosses! My production department will like to thank all of you for this generous offer. :D Chin Teck's commissioning parade tomorrow. Our first 2LT in TCP. lol. :)

hi money

2010-09-17T00:02:00.000+08:00

$$_Profits_$$

the every little road i've been through

2010-09-14T23:11:00.000+08:00

Aiyo went to settle my passport today. Tow accompanied me but fair I went accompanied him to get his Batam trip tickets. I even became his free tour guide. Brought him to MBS walk walk. Heh. I feel I know Singapore pretty well you know, and its really because I like this place. Every road you turn wrongly, there is always a U-turn ahead. Every expressway links to a new place. Every road leads to a street and every street leads to a new findings. Was damn happy when I figured out Katong area whilst working with Ckids. Haha. Okay im easily contented. Cant sleep. Tomorrow sure die. We're shifting camp! Wow sounds like some major stuff you know. I can tell my kids next time papa was from this camp that closed down like 10 years ago heh heh. Aiyer think im feeling tired I dont know what im talking bout.

Some key dates. 18th Sept, 25th Sept, 2nd Oct, 3rd Oct, 7th Oct-10th Oct. Why so busy lately ah? After this year I'll have lesser 21st Birthdays to attend! WoohoO! Hahahahahahha!! Am listening to Yuna's version of "I don't wanna miss a thing" not bad siol! Aye busy together nvm lah we will see better days soon. Sorting out some things between profit and passion. Darn. NIGHTS.

my oohlala weekends

2010-09-13T21:11:00.004+08:00

Thursday: Slept for only 1 hour during duty on Wednesday night. We were given half day for Innovation Day. After that Tow wanted to sing K and yeah I went along because didnt wanna spoil the enthu they have. Argh. But it was a correct decision because it was a free treat! WooHoO! After meeting went back bathe and changed and then left for Yishun for the bosses meeting. The meeting lasted for about 2 hours. Pretty productive but yet again productive means more work. After that left back to Holland V to look for Alouis and Chin Teck. Went to Everything with Fries for FRIES! Then our weekly beer session and slacked till 3am. Chin Teck stayed over.

Friday: Hari Raya! Slept till like 3pm then di woke me up said he's coming over. Apparently he didn't meet joyce that day as she had some stuff. Yeah then we went to play arcade till sibei song. Alouis and Chin Teck then came over. Haha! We then had dinner at Cheap Cheap and then Alouis suggested Pubbing. Oh Ho so yeah we love to PUB!! No one was at the pub cos we went at 730pm! haha! Then all the way till 11pm. Then went home and met Alouis to chill till about 5am! Omg 5am!

Saturday: Met Alouis and we cab down to RP thinking there was no MRT but my bad! Got MRT! Is this week no MRT! nnb! Argh! Filming was as usual funny cos we were filming Singaporeans in Singapore. Yeah. After filming we went to TRCC for food and a small meeting between the cast, me and Wei Siong. After that we met Ah Jie, Teck Guan and Yyann to catch Zoe Tay's movie! The movie is so damn freaking touching. Nearly cried at least 5 times. I wanted to cry but I really was holding back until sibei buay tahan. Kept munching the popcorns like siao. WTF! Damn omg xoxo the movie lots ok im so like a girl when it comes to Zoe Tay wth wth I love Zoe Tay's acting. Go catch Love Cuts okay, her acting was just splendid, just nice, just right, JUST LIKE AN AH JIE should be, should do! After movie had dinner with Guan, Adele, Yyann and Ah Jie then ARCADE like siao! Woohoo! Ah Jie's racing damn good can. sianz. She won me. -.- Yyann basketball is zai can. She won me -.- Guan was nice to send us home. I should promote him haha. Ah Jie stayed over.

Sunday: Prior to talking to Ah Jie like for 4 hours non stop the past night I was exhausted. I woke up at 3pm but Ah Jie woke up like 6pm. Wth. Met Wei Siong after his movie and we chilled somewhere near Cathay till bout 1130pm.

Awesome week. Im going to do my passport tomorrow. Which means its countdown to BKK! :D My weekends are now mostly with Alouis. Wonder life if I haven't met this bro.

我想你，朋友。

2010-09-07T22:09:00.002+08:00

我很讨厌妈妈每次买回来油炸的东西给我吃，然后说我肥，叫我去运动。

我明天又有Duty。天啊。但是是和朋友一起所以没有那么闷。可能明天会继续玩我的Pokemon吧。看不出来我还有玩Pokemon的吧？哈哈。还好啦没有东西做吗。。新期六将会和TCP的人收看阿姐郑惠玉的电影《割爱》满期待的，尤其是自己偶像的电影。希望会突破百万大关！

最近有和理工学院的朋友联络。她刚失恋，她说她很想我，我也很想她，因为我们是非常好的朋友。很快就要和她一起去乌敏岛。好朋友，不要太难过了。你一定会遇到更好的。好啦我要去睡觉了。很累！他妈的，今天怪怪的，突然间想用华文表达心情。

晚安。

Cohesion

2010-09-06T22:03:00.003+08:00

Friday: Tham joined TCP! Met tham for dinner, had a short meeting etc and then met Alouis to chill to 2.30am.

Ahh. Singaporeans in Singapore viewership is pretty BooMz! The best viewership we had since transmission. Thank you very much. :) Aye wil be flying off to Bangkok in October, haha Wei Siong will be in charge of tcp then. Eh first time I apply leave from TCP okay. Meeting this Thursday to discuss more boomz stuff. Random ideas to bring in more nuts for the kids to eat. Have to thank Wei Siong for the tickets last Saturday to Voyage De La Vie. Was a really awesome show. After that went for supper with Alouis, Tham, Ah Jie and Fred.

Sunday: Ah Di came over to get some stuffs from me. lol.

Okay I lazy blog lah.

aye =/

2010-09-01T22:07:00.002+08:00

Hmm. Just when I am feeling so broke something really amazing happened today...

Happy 21st bro!

2010-08-22T23:11:00.003+08:00

Wednesday: Late for camp. Took cab. 18 bucks. wtf.

Friday: Chin Teck came to my place to collect his chalet receipt and we went to Holland to chill with Alouis and Shawn Tee.. Haha. Went to drink and talk cock till about 2am. Went home to rest. Was feeling real tired. Slept at about 3am.

Saturday: X-Squad outfield scenes. The forest behind RP was way kinder than the one at Portsdown Road. It had like 99% lesser mosquitos and ants and thus made filming conditions way better. After that was studio scenes, had some food at TRCC and then head off to Chin Teck's 21st Party. Food was quite awesome you know. Wonder how much was spent for the food. Had fun with TCP peeps at the party. Teck was high but not wasted so it was fine. Played some horny games till 6am. Chin Yang was hilarious, he really was the joker of the night. lol. I hope you had an awesome 21st birthday blast bro! Cabbed home with Alouis and was home by 7am.

Sunday: Slept till 5.30pm! wth, i woke up and was like what??! its 5.30pm?! 2 missed calls and 8 smses I was like what happened, only to realised it was mostly from my bros and my family. Met Tham for dinner and to catch the Singapore vs Haiti match. Wtf Haiti players are damn losers. Tham suggested I should recruit them to TCP, but I told him i didnt wanna betray Singapore. Teehee. Okays thats all for this week.

reflections

2010-08-16T19:51:00.002+08:00

For a very long time, there was a young teen who wanted to try something revolutionary. He went on to slowly building up his experiences through his interest. It was something he liked to do, it was something he wanted to do. Along the way, he met with many ups and downs, met many new people; nice or nasty, he's met them all. He's been asked a few times by critics of how sure he could make his interest become a business.. Many times, he could not really give them an answer how confident he was.. And critics just ate his confidence away.. But recently, when critics questioned his credibility, he managed to give a very confident reply. He said "We are the credentials, we are the ones who are the pillar of confidence. If we, for we have build this interest together question ourselves, who are we to even start a business?"

Thinking back, it made him more certain of why he wanted to do this. However, it made him even more certain of who he really need to build his confidence. His exp. level just hit a new high, and don't expect him to just be complacent; for he is going to store his previous exp. into a brand new hard disk to constantly remimd himself of his roots.

happy 21st kaile.

2010-08-15T20:59:00.003+08:00

Friday: Wanted to meet Willy because it is his holidays now. Had macs for supper then met ken. Drove to Jalan Kayu then Yishun Dam and stayed over at Ken's place that night.

Saturday: XSquad filming. Felt Alouis and Shawn did pretty well today. Quite intense. Not bad for a newcomer to do such shouting scenes actually. Pretty good to see Shawn Tee improving quite abit. Guess he really did work on the advices given. Psycho Wei Siong to go Kaile's birthday. lol. I think 13 TCPians went for kaile's 21st birthday! It was so mega scale! Haha. Guess it's the most expensive party i've ever attended. Had fun with tcpians as usual. Played helium balloons, cards and games. Everyone was pretty ON, we had 3 cars that night and off we went to West Coast for supper and more mind games. haha. Reached home at 4.30am.

Sunday: XSquad filming. I guess today was the most special filming day of the year, because it was Yong Ming's first day back at set after 2 years. He drove me to filming today. Ahh feels so good to have your brother drive you, can talk whilst on the way to work. Damn good acting day. Underrun by 1 hour! Actually I didn't say but was pretty surprised his acting did not really rust at all. Felt it was even better this round. Maybe it was the scripts or his acting genes doubled over the years it was all fine good acting. I really hoped Carmen and Roy learnt something today from him. :) Had lunch together before heading to Ws's house to do some website work. Hey go check the new tcp website man, its awesome. Ws accompanied me to meet Kean and John to get tickets to Genting. Happy to see tummy keany! Met Willy at Vivo for dinner, had Carls Jr, went home after dinner cos all was pretty tired. Happy 21st kaile, I love you as much as I did 4 years ago! Stay bubbly like bubbles :D

Aye, I think this week was pretty good. Chin Teck called me bout 4 nights ago.. I thought he came back to SG already but apparently he was still at Thailand.. Yeah I miss you too bro. We'll meet you up in a few days! If every week was as good, I will stop eating that much. Teehee. :)

bangkok!

2010-08-12T20:37:00.003+08:00

Yeah. Got tickets to Bangkok yesterday night! Flying Jet Star this time. Feel that its a little pricely also but haha still worth it. Am staying back at the same hotel I stayed at previously. Teehee, I am so going to feast on my tom yum goong! Awesome stuff you know! Hope it'll all be safe, fine and well. Aye, some pictures from bangkok last year.

the long weekends

2010-08-10T19:10:00.004+08:00

The long weekends was great, Spent it entirely with Alouis.

Friday. We had this NDP Celebration in camp, was pretty fun, we were made to hike up to Kent Ridge Park from our camp but all was good. Enjoyed the walk with Tow and Bevis! Lol. After that we were given half day off! Woohoo! Yeah my camp mates wanted to sing k so badly so yeah we went to Marina Square to sing till 5.30pm. Pretty funny to sing with all guys it reminded me of bmt days aww.. Hi tham, I know you are reading this. Haha. Went home after ktv, Tham smsed and asked if i wanted to chill; of course! He stays just behind me! Holland V! We went to Wendy's and tham tham treated me to milkshake. woohoo! Talk till bout 11pm. Went home rest awhile and met Alouis at 12am. We had our beer session at GLM. lol. You know ah, I cant smile in front of Alouis because he seems to know what i'm thinking about. damn. Chilled till bout 3am?

Saturday. Had X-Squad filming. I felt I was very impartial that day. Good. Everyone who did wrong things I gan. Somehow now, nobody seems to stand at a upper level or what, because everyone has a role to play lah. Like what I always tell WS, just Gan. lol. I think Shawn Tee can go very very far, as far as YEW TEEE because I always Gan him. haha. After filming I went to Admiralty with Alouis and Willy to play Basketball. Accompanied Alouis to find his friend that looks like Chu Xuan. We played wrestling, yoga and weird stuff. Willy went home, Alouis and I proceeded to Wei Siong's house at about 9pm. Met Desmond at 10pm and off we went to WS's house originally for Mahjong but turned meeting cum playing cards. We then had supper and then went back to slack till 6am before cabbing home with Alouis. I felt the meeting we had was pretty productive. And the free beer Wei Siong had at his place.. awesome!

Sunday. Woke up at around 3.45pm?! Yeah woke up and then met Wei Siong to catch Old Cow vs Tender Grass at Plaza Sing. haha. Funny show with certain parts deemed as creative. lol. Slack till about 10pm and Alouis called and somehow managed to psycho Wei Siong into coming Holland V. Haha! I was pretty surprised. Yeah we went to Holland V to drink. Yeah this week I drink alot leh but never mind because it was with awesome people. Then we had supper and slack all the way till 4am.

Monday. I felt too lazy to move. I felt I needed to rest my old body. Stayed home to catch NDP. Haha!

my family.

2010-08-03T19:20:00.005+08:00

I'm pretty happy I gave these people a chance to meet. :)

Ahh. It's been a long time...

The past, present and future. :)

hey hey! :)

I really like Jaslyn's blur personality. lol.

Ah Ge #1,#2 and #3?!

Best Supporting Actor Nominees! Good luck!

Last Saturday was an important day for TCP because it was our Nomination's day at Republic Poly and Annual Gathering at Brian's place! The day started by releasing the nominations for all 6 main categories. Yeah. It's one of the best nominations we had in years. Everyone was nominated based on their merits. Yeah. :) I hoped everyone had fun. Then it was crew appreciation day. Very important reminder for myself of whom I owe success of the production to. Then finally it was the first rehearsal for Awards Ceremony. Pretty good, judging it was the first stage trail. Haha. It was awesome because we welcomed Jocelyn back to TCP. She'll be appearing on X-Squad so do keep a lookout for her. :D

Night was TCP's Annual Gathering at Brian's place. It's been a pretty awesome journey of four years. I have had way more happy times then sad times. A few left due to character conflicts or just pure random issues. But most stayed on. Owe this share of gratitude to the first 3 Generations for staying throughout all these while. Learning together and really staying thru thick and thin. Thank you all so much. :) I need not go into detail of what we played during our gathering because it ain't matter that much anymore of blogging that detail. We are proving our worth and that is what's more important.

I know deep down that with greater power comes greater responsibilities. Been receieving enquiries and request for the 8th Gen. Believe it or not, I got one request last night from Shawn, one today morning in camp and together with those who registered for the sweethearts role. Like what Brian said; its pretty awesome to know there are people out there who are wanting to join TCP. Heh Heh. Alrights back to work.

im so looking forward

2010-07-28T21:57:00.006+08:00

Will the Mafia's win big this round? Hmm..

Or the X-Squad clinching all the awards..? Hmm..

Or this intense drama nabbing all the best actor and actress awards? hmm?

The 9pm show filmatography for today's episode last scene was good! Mediacorp can do it one! Is see they wanna do it anot. hah. I'm really looking forward to this Saturday. It's one of the few big events we have every year. First to kick off is this Saturday's nomination day. I really would like to see the expressions of those nominated. Releasing the nominations means that we're approaching a new filming year. It's good to see new blood in the list. I don't really believe in 后浪推前浪 but rather believe in 姜还是老的辣. Wow. Anyways one show did exceptionally well after collation. :)

Finally

2010-07-27T20:56:00.003+08:00

If you thought the Ah Jie's won't do such retarded stuffs.

Hmms. After a few months of insert and deletes the finalised nomination list is finally OUT! This year is really competitive cos of the addition of the 6th and 7th Generation casts. No surprises or what, just based on the past year's formula which is hard work... Yeah. If all fails, don't worry, you'll definitely get nominated for TOP 7! :D Teehee!

2010-07-26T20:27:00.000+08:00

Kian Wee just told me on msn: u noe watch ur show hor! is really like watch TV sia!!!!! really up to standard. Wah happy! But humble. This Saturday then haolian. :D:D

the tedious weekends

2010-07-21T22:08:00.003+08:00

I'm left with 1 Year, 1 Day to ORD.

Thursday- Duty. Friday- Racial Harmony Celebrations. Saturday- TCP. Sunday- Duty.

My short weekends. Aww. Hate that Sundays get burnt. Boomz. I'm a 1 year soldier this friday! It calls for a big celebration! But I guess I need to rest more. Pretty funny when you find a dead rat during area cleaning and you realised the rat died because of drinking the oil from a oil patch. With elections coming, I really wonder how our generation will decide the future. I'm hearing many of my friends prepared to vote for the opposition anytime their area gets contested. May be a bad sign. Wishing all the opposition parties the best of luck. Wishing our government the best of luck too. May the best win. Totally random. Goodnights.

wows

2010-07-16T19:37:00.002+08:00

Just when I thought Like Father, Like Son will have not much breakthru for the female lead roles, which includes Ah Jie, I was pretty surprised at a idea generated for her role. Definitely refreshing, befitting of Ah Jie to play it. I really believe the 2 EPs will bring it to greater heights. :D Wait till everything is finalised, casting all confirmed before we release more details.

kai xue le.

2010-07-13T23:54:00.004+08:00

Hmms. The school called today and told me that semester starts this August. It's a part time course. Lessons are on Fri's Sat and Sunday evenings. So means when I ORD + 3 months later I will have my bachelors degree! Woohoo! Sounds too good to be true. Ahh. =/ Still got 1 week to think. It's cohesion tomorrow to the... zoo! Awesome! Goodnights. And shit the school is pretty recognise leh. Aiyah. You know the peer pressure.. Everyone seems to be studying now. I think hor I should just go and get this degree because its so awesome to be called a degree holder. Hehe.

everything with fries

2010-07-10T03:35:00.003+08:00

A stranger that later turned your best bro.

Had supper with Alouis at Everything With Fries Holland V outlet. Food was pretty good but company was lagi best. :) Slack till 2am plus. Its goodbye Leon's party tomorrow. Hah. Yang's gonna hit the party too, gonna be fun I hope. I just can't wait for TCP's July 31st Gathering. It's gonna be FUN. :D 1st to 7th Gen. Woohoo!

hey ya

2010-07-09T00:05:00.004+08:00

If only we had such sponsors in Singapore, I would have opted to film some Period Drama. The lines are more subtle, more beautiful and more artistic. Modern Dramas are just replicas of our daily lives, but its more realistic in a certain way. I always have this problem of doing too many things not within my means. But deep down I also feel that because of this, I've accomplished a little more than if I was not that ambitious. So I guess its pretty much of striking a balance.

I use to compare many things in life, from getting a driving license to getting a car to everything, ahh but I somehow felt it was more important to compete with myself than the rest. I reap more. Especially in the last 2 years, i've learn to let down alot of things. It's more of working hard to get what I want now than to just whine and make noise. I still do believe that happiness comes from within. Whats within you ultimately still depends on you. Its you who make you.

Guess i'm turning more rational. It's good. I'm 22. Lets just give myself somemore time to prove things right. Goodnights. Actually I feel pretty sad that I'm not the EP for Like Father, Like Son. I would have loved to be the EP for this drama because it's so real. But I do trust the other 2 EPs to produce the concepts and scripts. :) Goodnights.

the business plan

2010-07-07T20:32:00.004+08:00

The next year will be a crucial one for myself. Will be starting young. I guess certain things must take a step back for now. I've got one year and a few days to see it happening. :) It is after all not as simple as I thought. Ahh. Duty this month seemed to have increased from 1 extra to another one because a fellow mate went to get some excuse status. Darn. So its 1 weekend + 1 weekday. Damn. But its okay, I will just use the time to come out with more business plans. haha.

I'm happy to know i'll be working with di for the next 2 years at least. I'm happy we can see TCP grow till at least 7 Years old. I'm happy at how we've grown. I'm happy to have met the loyal ones. I'm happy i've met Desmond. I'm happy Wei Siong requested to join TCP, I'm even happier that its the 4 of us going to take lead and helm the station.

wooooooooo is all I can say. Many things will have to take a step back; for now. Leon's leaving soon. Party for him this Saturday and next Saturday for Jin Hong's birthday. Awesome. Sunday is with jojo. I must save more to do my part. :) Goodnights.

tcp productions

2010-07-04T23:58:00.003+08:00

Two meetings today. Ahh. Not tired but fully powered up. Discussion lead to the rather huge figures we must invest in, but I guess we've to really take a little step at a time, can't really rush things. After so many years of working hard, its time to move to another level. Level up. I need to really start saving more. I should stop eating so much and put the money to better use. We've got another year to make this dream come true. Let's work towards our goals together. We'll be a formidable team. I'm Optimistic. We can do it.

tired

2010-06-27T22:53:00.003+08:00

Wah i was freaking tired today. Was supposed to meet Wei Siong to pass him the hdd today but I was so freaking lazy that I went back to bed. I woke up at 1pm today, went back to bed at about 3pm and woke up at 7pm. Freaking tired.. But its all good rest. Back to work tomorrow. :D

module 3

2010-06-27T03:10:00.002+08:00

Siong looks like fred somehow.

Today was Acting Module 3 for the kids. Hah was telling them they would have to repeat the module with the 8th Gen should they fail today. All passed the 3 test today. Pretty good. Finally got a chance to see Yang act. Haha. Well the rest of the kids said he was good. I feel proud for you bro! Yeah I hope lessons were interesting and interactive enough. Always wanted to be a teacher since young but soon felt I like the media world more, now that i'm able to combine both worlds, the feeling is naturally great.

Rare occasion where mostly everyone stayed back for dinner together at TRCC. Went out with Shawn, Wei Siong and Willy after that to town. Shawn left for his girl whilst we wanted to caught a movie but no seats available thus we randomly shopped talked and ate a little before heading home at bout 11.30. Ahh, going to bed soon. Freaking tired. Nights.

ahh. due reflections

2010-06-26T10:28:00.003+08:00

I'm a pretty lazy person, and I can't believe that I actually stayed up to 3am to do today's acting class lesson module. Yeah. Have to work hard in order to have bread next time. Hmm yesterday went out with chuan jian. He's the best because we combed town and managed to "psycho" him to go to Marina Bay Sands with me. Muahaha. Along came the sec school pals. :)

Life's been pretty good. And life refers to army and work and everything. Yeah. Actually the past 1mth i've been to alot of places. Alot of new places with alot of different people, just that I didn't have that much of time to blog. Facebook's been rather useful in updating my life but I guess my blog still stands quite alot of value for some what more personal stuffs. Teehee.

I've learnt something from a LTA in camp. He once said he was pretty strict and regimental in the past but after an incident, he changed for the better, because that incident made him realised that trusting his men was the most important thing because that will make his men look up to him and for him to have more faith in his team. I've been learning to trust my team of crew members more and more too. Full faith in my team.

Preparing for Acting Module 3. ;)

:D

2010-06-22T14:14:00.001+08:00

Aye. Recasting sweethearts again. @.@ Ahh. It's a pretty common process but it's weird because the bigger roles are the ones we've gotta recast. Interesting issue we have here now. Nothing is a problem actually. If problems are being created by human beings, i'm sure we can solve it.

happy 29th

2010-06-21T20:32:00.004+08:00

It was the craziest party ever. Happy 29th Biao Jie Fu. Haha. :) Everyone went home either drunk, tipsy or dead. I went back feeling alright. Haha.

slowpoke

2010-06-17T01:58:00.003+08:00

Zoe Tay's movie coming out in October!

Gah. I didn't even know one of my bros is near depression until today. zzz. Damn slow. Twitter rocks. It gives away all the answers. Haha. Thank you for your hints Mr. Z.W.L. Okay I will be here to rectify the problems. Heh Heh. :D Thats why I always say brothers are the best form of investments for guys. Fall back on me bro. Ahh. Went for my first physio today. Doc says my quad muscles are pretty weak. Left and right. She gave me a set of exercises to complete every day to strengethen the muscles. My physio sessions are like gym sessions. haha. Awesome. Next session in 3 weeks i think. Tomorrow is an off day! Going out with the 4sab buddies. First outing with them, and i'm the planner! heh heh. Of course we'll be doing things I like to do. Lovely. I think i'm pushing Wei Siong to depression soon also. He is really overworked, overloaded and over-utilized. Thank you very much. Goodnights.

oh gosh

2010-06-14T22:58:00.002+08:00

My sister says she wants to act in TCP. And she seems serious. Shit. I think I will get her to act as Willy's Unwed mother. Muahaha. Kidding. Am going to bed. Pretty excited this week. My MRI results are out. Nothing much with the cartilage, but its the muscles around the knee that's weak. Thus am going for physio now to strengthen it to prevent it from twisting like twisties. Heh Heh. Updates on PbLoG yeah. Go ahead and read peeps. :D Nights. Tuesday!

i love zoe tay

2010-06-13T15:37:00.004+08:00

Nu You June 2010 Issue

I weekly June 2010

The first half of the year, there was not much news on Zoe Tay.. But yeah its confirmed she's pregnant again with another baby boy! woohoo! And yeah! She's on two magazines! And yeah i've got them all! I lover her interviews bout her acting experiences.. Awesome. Off to support Yang now. And yes! Alouis is going to be out this coming friday! I miss him so much! See you bro!

meeting tomorrow!

2010-06-12T03:18:00.005+08:00

Tomorrow's meeting is trying to move away from our normal dramas and focusing how we can do variations for the show Sweethearts next year. Guess it's time for a show rightfully scripted for the teenagers. Guess i've got enough life experience for the show Sweethearts. Hopefully we can do something more young and idol-ish for Sweethearts. Dunno how but Wei Siong's going to try to make the theme song clips something like the video attached. We'll try. Trial and error. We got about 6 months to do it. It's another off week again this week. But this week is for my crew. Need to settle alot of stuff. Nights.

the week

2010-06-07T22:44:00.005+08:00

Support Local Music. :)

Ahh. Alouis is doing very well in Tekong. He's the Section IC now for his platoon. haha. Hang in there bro! It's tuesday already! Hmm. Yeah! 734 fans! Let's hit my 1000 aim soon! We can do it together as one! :D ATP's on Wednesday. Good luck ah! Haha. June is such a month to look forward. Got no duty at all this month! It's really damn lucky. This friday is Xiao Wang's birthday, next Sat is bdae for bing, and end of june is Leon's farewell. Awesome. :D Let's just hope I can take off this Thurs to celebrate stone and Tao Hui's ORD! Woohoo! ORD lo!

There is a problem I realised now. I think I must tell Desmond tomorrow.

Happy 22nd korkor!

2010-06-03T23:10:00.005+08:00

My big brother also affectionally known as korkor is finally 22. We celebrated his birthday at town before heading to Temasek Club for a drink before heading home. We've already known each other for bout 5 years. Ahh. Thanks bro for everything. Happy 22nd. Ubin on Saturday! :D

Went to RP yesterday for the TCP-Sports Camp collaboration to promote TCP. Went well. Hosting was fun as usual. Interaction was good. Programme was fun. Stayed over at Ken's place. Ahh. Ken's a civillian again. Haha. Will be my turn soon. We went to celebrate korkor's birthday too. :)

It's also Alouis last day. Went to say a last goodbye to him just now. Haha. Last goodbye as a civillian. Take good care of yourself bro. :) I'm just a call away, as usual; always.

I'm waiting for you to be back. How does a plot about a fighter sounds?

late!

2010-05-31T22:24:00.002+08:00

Tourist picture.

Shit. I woke up late today. Heh.

Ahh. Went to Pasir Laba. Called Wei Long out and haha he looks so cute in uniform. Not that literally cute but yeah imagine Long Ge in Uniform. Haha CUTE! Yes! That type of cute! Yeah IMT. So fun. Same detail as Alan somemore. More fun. But I really lack self confidence in this aspect. Feels weird I will have such low confidence. Guess its because of the BOBO incident in BMT that lead to this low esteem when it comes to shooting. Darn it. Hey but surprisingly I passed IMT. Guess its luck. Tomorrow is conversion, hope it'll be able to hit at least 20 down. Haha.

Was just browsing thru facebook, thinking how to improve the welfare of my people, thinking how we can push back filming time till even later. Just to recap. During tcp days reporting time was normally 7.30am or 8.00am. Then when it came to Pinnacle, I revised it to about 9am to 10am. Now, Intangibond, I revised it to 11am till 12pm. Hmm. I hope the seniors of tcp can see my effort. Welfare is always my top priority for the peopel of tcp. I realised after my crew population BoomZ TCP then started to go on to achieve more. Okay. I think I talked too much of random stuff. And one thing for myself to remember; Be humble of your achievements and to remember your roots. Goodnights!!

the one and only Alouis

2010-05-30T21:04:00.003+08:00

I'll miss you bro! :)

Today was Alouis last day at TCP before he heads off to NS. Aww. Had probably our last dinner today at MOS Burger. I'll definitely miss you bro. 2 weeks only lah. But we have never been seperated for more than two weeks since last year! Haha! Have fun at sports camp. :) And, botak looks cool on you.

My second crying scene today in my life. Was pretty surprised as it was easier to cry this time round. Hah thats an achievement. :) But i still feel di's acting scene more zai. Muahaha. It's back to work tomorrow. :D

2/4 of my weekends were spent meaningfully with 2 people.

2010-05-28T02:17:00.005+08:00

We've officially been bros for a year! From skinny to fat like me. 6 More days of Freedom for you bro. Just bear for 2 weeks and its freedom once more. :)

Thursday: Went to Alexandra for MA. My first time into the MRI machine felt rather comfortable. I slept thru the 30 minutes whilst they were doing the scans on my right knee. I'll know the results in June. Met Wei Siong for dinner at night. Went to Ikea first though and i saw ALAN! Ahhh. So sweet. Okay. We went to Far East for dinner and then MRT to Dhoby Ghaut. Slacked till 11.30pm then home. We talked alot. Alot about future. I managed to instill the love for tcp into WS. LOL! I succeeded! Heh Heh!

Friday: It was a day out with Willy. Oh gosh he's damn cute. Like CJ7. Haha! I call him Xiao di. Xiaodi of TCP. Yeah we went to Ion, saw Pei Wen and had a good 1/2 hour chat with her? Had lunch with Willy at Far East, damn sucky the noodles. Argh. Had bubble tea, went back to Ion. Walk and walk and basically walked around Ion and played with random props we could find. Met Alouis with his love love. Aww. It's pretty happy to see your bro happy with his girl. We were running late so me and Willy left first. Yah random but I brought Xiaodi to my army buddy's 21st Bdae Party at Ngee Ann Alumni Clubhouse. Haha! Okay we stayed till 9.30pm then went to KAP then Macs then home about 11pm.

Tomorrow is a day of fun and cock with 6/7 Gen. :D

you don't have to be a blockbuster

2010-05-25T22:43:00.005+08:00

You don't have to be in a Blockbuster to win any awards. 家庭剧/生活剧 also do stand a high chance in winning recognition. All we need is just to create memorable characters. And together with their acting, I am really looking forward to this production soon. I never believed in Blockbusters as champions, but i've always believed in the people I cast. Wei Long, Ah Jie, Willy, Adele, Carmen, I wish you all fun and all the best! :D

Thank you TCP CREW.

2010-05-23T22:05:00.004+08:00

Today was Creative's director first day back at work after taking a year's break from tcp. Back with more refreshing ideas and with a professional photographer, branding of our shows will never be the same again. :D Celebrated Jaslyn's birthday today too. Happy 17th Birthday to the little sister of TCP. Yesterday, had a 3.5 hour meeting with Desmond. Didn't feel shag at all. Just kept discussing and talking and debating about issues, casting and future of tcp. Someone once told me never to let you leave tcp. Haha. It's very true. Had a talk with Weilong today, he kind of set me thinking bout the future. Lots of things I should start deciding now.. Thank you everyone for your hardwork this week, especially TCP crew, Desmond, Teck Guan, Pei Wen and Wei Siong. Thank You ;)

I really like it when my casts discuss their worries and how to portray their future roles. It makes me feel they're worried about not performing up to expectations, but it makes me feel that they do care. I've already share my thoughts with 4 casts so far. Have you been that lucky 4? Will sms a few more the next few days.

your leader.

2010-05-20T19:56:00.004+08:00

Your Welfare Leaders. :)

I strongly feel that a good leader means talking/communicating with your people. I've been listening to my people for years, but today is the first time i took the initiative to have a heart to heart sms chat with one of our casts. I told him how I feel about his presence in tcp. I told him how I felt about him. He told me too. It felt heartwarming, it felt good. It felt like as though you reconnected all the missing links. You know who you are. :) Thus over the next few days, I'll uphold my responsibilities as your leader to sms a few of you to tell you how I feel about your presence in the productions. It'll be a way to better our working relations. Both me and Desmond will be working on how to bring more welfare for our people. Once you recieve "Are you free to sms chat now?" reply immediately because it means you're the lucky one. :)

I heard its half day tomorrow! :D

humans do change

2010-05-19T22:13:00.002+08:00

My cousins. Happy 26th Cousin. :)

Humans either change or remain the same for life. I think I haven't change much. And I hope it's something good. Because it's the identity i've created for myself. Muahaha. But its scary to find someone you know changing for the worst. You don't know how to help or whether you should help. All you can do is to see the ultimatum of that friend. Ahh. I'm to busy to care anyways. I've been really busy lately. I guess it isnt a spur of motivation. It's more of a spur of a long term determination. Which again is good because i've never been as determined as before.

Hey! haven't I changed? Hmm. Pretty confusing or contradicting I would say. Alrights, lets just say I am doing some self-reflection. I think i've learnt to depend on myself too. Can't always be depending on people. Hmm. Lets put it this way. The many helpful people around you are just bonuses. But ultimately, you've got to have what it takes to meet such helpful peeps. Haha. Self-praise, international disgrace.

Alrights. Jun wants to use computer. Nights. :)

:)

2010-05-17T01:31:00.002+08:00

I'm like a small boy when I tell korkor my problems. I love korkor's advices.

thank you.

2010-05-16T01:47:00.002+08:00

Today was the second day of filming for X-Squad. :) This show reminds me of the days filming TCP 1 and 2 where all new people just act and laugh and have fun. Yeah Clarissa bought the casts and crew bubble tea and brought it on set for us. Thanks for the Honey bubble tea! Yeah. It was good to see the 6th and 7th Gen working hand in hand for a show. Most importantly is the only 3 seniors in the show, Ah Jie, Jun Horng and Christopher guiding them in the show. I had fun today.

TCP's in the limelight again. :) I've said it many times, but I will still like to thank my crew for your undying support and love for tcp, because without you guys, there are many things which I may not be able to cope with. Thank you for using your expertise to polish up TCP's imperfections, thank you Yyann and Shi Qi for lasting till now, thanks to my boyband male crew, Alan, Teck Guan, Wei Siong, Desmond for really bringing tcp to a brand new height. Next will be a big thank you to my casts. Without you guys, it will be a no show. Thank you for showing that we have talents in Singapore and that we're all gathered here at TCP and nowhere else. I'll work harder for more recognition for us all. We have done it, but I believe we can push thru our limits. Follow my leadership, take my steps, I'll lead you thru the end of the tunnel where we'll see the light; together.

Welcome back, Creative Director. :)

thanks squirrel

2010-05-13T22:33:00.003+08:00

Thank you Desmond. He was like my girlfriend during field camp. Just kept smsing him and he just kept replying. haha thanks bro, you cute strawberry squirrel. I survived my 3d2n outfield! wth! omgosh! Reporting time is 9am tomorrow. Fall out should be 3pm. Hopefully. :)

Saturday was wowz.

2010-05-10T18:58:00.002+08:00

It was the long overdue FYP gathering haha. Winnie treated us to Manhattan Fish Market. Haha thanks Madam! :)

After the meal had to rush off to Meng Meng's party :)

Happy 21st Meng Meng! Stayed at Macs with Kaile and Moo till 3am. :)

Am heading back to camp soon to prepare for outfield. haha my last outfield was in BMT! thats like 7-8 months ago! Gosh. But yeah kinda looking forward to it somehow. Looking forward to the stars lah. alrights anyways tcp schedule is out, check pblog for details. :)

X-Squad V 1

2010-05-08T18:34:00.002+08:00

X-Squad V1. (Watch it in high definition HD)

Hahaha! Strong contender for Best Supporting Actor or.. Actress?!

friday was well spent.

2010-05-08T04:31:00.002+08:00

Yeap, Wei Siong arranged a meeting with me today to discuss the future plans of motion graphics. Haha awesome to see my crew work so hard, so stressed-up. Heh heh! Yeah we had starbucks and discussed for like 2 hours plus non-stop. Yeah finally got the ideas for 2010 brandings. After that we slacked around till 12am. Bin bin called said she and Edmund had nothing to do and wanted to catch a movie and yeah so I met them, but didnt catch a movie in the end, walked round town and had macs for supper. Went home at 3am. Random outing with bin and edmund. Tomorrow is with Team Hamzul! :)

GEEE!!!

2010-05-06T19:45:00.003+08:00

Yang intro-ed me this SNSD song. I find it funny. haha. cute.

ahh. I feel some friends are just zzz. One friend asked me to help him run 2.4km today, because he just cant pass it. Then when I asked like this means i take your failed results? He said yeah, never mind the most you come back and run again. wth. I completely stunned. My stunned expression would have got me the Best Actor this year I believed. But yeah of course I said no and yeah I passed my IPPT! :) woohoo. But my stamina dropped alot. My tummy was blocking my sit-ups. I can't believe I only did 38 sit-ups. haha wtf! Oh well. Its okay. :)

happy 21st bro

2010-05-04T22:13:00.003+08:00

Jun's 21! :) The past 4 years have been pretty awesome with him. My ups and downs the past 4 years in tcp, they know it all. Thanks for always being there for me, loving me like a bro and yeah all the sweet and nasty stuff you and di have ever done. Happy 21st my bro, may all your wishes come true and with many good returns. Loves. :)

damn

2010-05-03T21:37:00.001+08:00

No news of Zoe Tay recently. :( Yeah Felicia Chin is next to leave Mediacorp, she's going to study. I hope their management do something about retaining their talents. Do not promise and don't deliver is what I can learn form this lesson.. :)

the posers.

2010-05-02T23:36:00.003+08:00

This picture is being dominated by the younger generations of TCP. I'm still awaiting for a full casts and crew photoshoot. A formal one that is. :) I'll look forward to 30th May. After filming went out with Kenneth, Alouis and Shi Ying to Upp Bukit Timah for Prata! Thanks bro for the treat! After that sent Alouis to Bugis before driving back to Bukit Timah (again) to Hindhede Nature Park. Awesome view. Drove Shi Ying back, then went to West Coast Plaza with Kenneth. Walked for bout 1.5hours before heading home. :)