seany.
HAIL ME.
Friday, November 28, 2008
building

The first 3 generations. :D

looking back at nearly 2.5 years ago when we first started out with only 5 people. how i watch it grow both in population and popularity. now we're going at fast pace for the new show, with more people inside. The ship is getting heavier each day but at the same time, its adapting to become stronger each day too. I think i'm quite capable when i look back, but being capable is about working towards that capability, and i'm still working towards it. By next March when filming ends hopefully, i'll bring in to Army another set of nice memories. :D For those newcomers to The Pinnacle, you'll be surprised to know that you are the 4th Generation of people to join us. Wow. It's been a long time.



Edited* I think times have changed. Reporting time could be as early as 7.30am for TCP2, but it has been revised to 9.30am lately. It'll soon go back to 7.30am on 13th December. HAHA! I'm seriously looking forward to 6th December Sunrise shoot. It's going to be beautiful and its catching Puddle Sleeping! So cute right! Then Puddle is going to jog! I think Puddle is going to get alot of goodies from me soon! :D The reporting time is 5.15am. I'm so looking forward. I think it's going to be great catching the sun, just for The Pinnacle. :D



Thursday, November 27, 2008
university


firstly, thank you Estelle and Hao for the Enjoi shirt! :D and to Paul for the Billabong shirt and Wendy for that big red packet! haha! Thanks for the presents! :D damn i really like the Enjoi shirt lah, cousin's got good taste. :D


hmm. Just came back from breakfast with Rena. She told me she's going off to Australia next Feb for University. I suddenly feel sad leh. Like good friend going university liao. And people around me are already starting to look at options, either at SIM or University. Personally, my school has already clinched deals with a few universities and my GPA allows me to get in, but coming to think about it, it means i've to go to Australia for University? Damn. I doubt my family can afford the hefty bills. But i dunno lah, i was very certain last time that i wont go Uni but you know as you age your thinking changes.


My friend signed on with the army and bought a car for himself liao. wtf, he's only 20. Tempting hor? I dare not think too much because i've got 2 years to serve the nation and i'm looking forward to complete that. Haha. i'm.going.to.be.a.army.boy@hotmail.com


Tuesday, November 25, 2008
west coast

West Coast Plaza. Adria, Neh, Bii, Tecky and Me.
MRT station.
with bii.
West Coast Park.

today after school me and tecky didn't want to go home so early and so we called bii, adria and shiying out to play. haha. just nice bii was having his napfa test today so the 4 of us went down to Singapore Poly to support him. haha. Bii was damn funny. Out of 6 rounds, he ran 5 rounds only because the person count wrongly and i think he passed? lol. He ran like road runner also. LOL! yeah after that we slack at KFC for awhile then we went to take bus go to the new shopping centre, West Coast Plaza.


knn we reach there hor, nothing leh inside! It was so empty my mama could stuff 2738362 cows inside. Yeah practically nothing. The only fastfood they had was Subway. wtf? Yeah and so, the 5 of us walked all the way to West Coast Park macdonalds and had Macs. Tried the Mega Big Mac. Not bad at all! Better than the Mega McSpicy. That cheebye burger burned my cute tongue lor! Okays after that hor we went to play at the playground. I tell you all of us were playing like mad dogs, it was damn funny. Yeah i guess we laughed till peng.

then home. damn. tml got school. shit. haha. :D Anyways, one year ago on this date 25.11.2007, it was TCP2's opening ceremony. We had a BBQ at Shi Qi's condo. Time flies, I've already known Adria for more than a year. Gosh.


Recaping back one year ago on this day.
Still one of my top favourite, now also best friend handsome. heh.
with the one and only Ah Jie. heh!
hunky ken, Ah Jie, Auntie Yyann and Rosy Chin.


Monday, November 24, 2008
Eragon.

Another victim. haha. Check out Eragon's blog.


Filming


its weird to see vast improvement from some within a short span of 3 months.
its weird to see newcomers doing well in a short span of 2 days.
its weird to be filming nearly 70% outdoors instead of studios.
its weird to see everyone so enthusiastic.

but.

its nice to know we're back together.
its nice to know we will have fun again.
its nice to work with everyone again.
its nice to hang out with everyone again.
its nice to bring new friends into the team.
its nice to know we're improving.
its nice to know that we are doing a new show called The Pinnacle. :D

The Pinnacle seems fun for now. Well talking about fun is actually about meeting the rest. Yeah like Brian. He ALWAYS gives me good advice and helps me improve, both SDX and GZS. Thank you handsome. Yeah. Well Of course I would have comments here and there, but I've got more to observe before I can make a decision. It's really nice to see everyone mingling very well with each other. Well personally, I dislike Outdoor scenes alot because it makes me gets frustrated very easily, but its all about the stress adaptation lah. I guess we're going to shift really outdoors soon for every shoot. Personally, amongst the 5 new people, bii.tecky.eragon.vionna.candy, i feel that i must spend more time with them because they still feel nervous and fresh? haha. Well personally I would love to help them more if I got a chance one day.

And so we were talking on the way back to RP yesterday with ken and brian. So untrue lah some things ken say never go thru his brain. Make me sad only. :( Must learn to be more appreciative what. Don't only think of the bad side. damn. At night I played basketball and badminton. I felt high at the games because maybe got tecky very funny. Today i walk to school with tecky again. damn, he made me laugh on a Monday. Well I guess for me and tecky is fated to meet, because our friendster has no friends in common at all. Maybe only kaile. haha. So its fate, just like me and kenneth. that one is also fated. Me and Brian also. Long story. I've known Brian for 2.5 years already. Damn. Fast. Time flies.

I sometimes feel that i can do alot and motivate myself alot, especially during certain things which im stronger at. yeah but at the end of the day, i need a push. For my fyp especially. If today tecky never call me in the morning, i'm very sure i would still be home sleeping now. Yeah i clearly understand the fact that there are limitations to a human's capability. I'm just ranting on some random stuff. I find that 3 years pass very fast. Before we know it, it's hitting Christmas soon. I hope we can have more filming at East Coast/Pasir Ris/Changi/Town if the scripts allow. I must remember. Modernised show. Singapore scenery.


Saturday, November 22, 2008
Happy 20th Birthday seany!

my special birthday cake! lols!
everyone discussing the pinnacle scripts. You see how hardworking they are!

di
jun
wendy
adria
chuan jian
yyann
shiqi
bii
yilin
charles
thulasi
zul
szekee
khim
jeanie
derek
liwen
ah jie
chin teck
rina
paul
valerie
estelle
lifen
kaile
weemeng
sandy
candy
anistar
ryan
cindy
clarice
derek
edmund
eragon
brian
mengmeng
christopher
yihao
winnie
peiwen
suat ting
stephanie
fred
david
kelly
adria's sister

thank you so much for your wishes and birthday gifts! I appreciate each and everyone of you! Thank you TCPs for this wonderful dinner and the birthday cake. Thanks to ken for that sexy boxers and shirt, thanks to di for that present haha, thanks to jun for the birthday treat, thanks to the girls for the slippers, thanks to family for the mp3, thanks to bii for the wonderful gift of the pinnacle, tecky for that damn nice lappy cover and many more lah. yeah thank you all so much. very touched. had quite a nice 20th birthday. like every year before i end, I'm heading 21 soon!! damn! Tml is day one of The Pinnacle. I'm so going to help Kaile and Eragon I'm so sure! :D We can do it Pinnacles! :D Special thanks to ShiYing and Adria for organising today. And to all who came down, Brian(i really appreciate it admist your busy time heh), Bii(thanks for coming though you had filming), Tecky(thanks for your surprises, only you can make me surprise), Yyann(i appreciate you alot! thanks for coming!), Shiqi(thanks for coming, looking forward to our 4th year of friendship!), Fred(love you bro! thanks for coming), Christopher(haha thanks for the lovely ending sms, touched..), Adria(thanks for the surprises and laughter and yeah thanks alot appreciate every bit of you), Shiying(thanks breast,chest,neh for this gathering, thanks for being there/close friend/breast/chest/neh/helping/supporting/advice/comments, everything lah. I have to say thanks for everything! :D I'll remember how you taught me to send messages to my granny. Thanks alot chest! :D Thank you all for today. 21st November 2008(21/11/2008) will be kept forever in my heart. Thanks to my 2 baby brothers for the wishes though they couldnt come, but nvm, its in the heart. Happy 21st birthday to ken too! :D


Friday, November 21, 2008
Happy birthday to ken and me.


Yes. Today is the day. I'm finally 20! WTH! I'm like feeling old. Well, a big Happy Birthday to Kenneth and Myself. We both share the same birthday leh! We are so special! We are the last scorpios too! A big happy 21st birthday again to my best friend! Thanks for the dinner and dempsey treat just now. (thanks to Adria and Bii too!) Yeah. You know what is the birthday present i'm going to reward myself with? A good 12 hours sleep. My Napfa ah. LOL. 2As(Sit-ups/Shuttle run[wtf?]), 2Us(2.4km/Pull-ups), 1C(Standing Broad Jump), 1D(Sit and Reach)


wtf? I can get A for Shuttle run but U for 2.4km. haha. I shall work on it! :D For Pull ups, i got 0. wtf. LOL! Well today, Tecky amazed me, seriously. He is totally amazing, you know why? Because he scored a GOLD, out of 30 points, he got 29. That 1 point was the cause of human error, if not, he is a 30 pointer. He is already a 30 pointer in my heart. Seriously. I look up to him as my role model now. :D Thanks for the SMSes and MSNes. haha. :D love you all will blog in details tomorrow!:D


Wednesday, November 19, 2008
wth


i really want to sleep. just as i was about to sleep. Alex called me. "Sean ah tml i need host, urgent from 12pm to 1pm, South Agora, host with Jocelyn for my fyp project!" Of course, he is in need, he needs help, last minute you got to help. I agreed. But im feeling very very extremely unprepared. I can't sleep now i'm waiting for my hosting scripts. damn. Well at least its with Joce! :D After school is Napfa. DIE FUCK. Good game. Goodnights. Short but random enjoy. I'm worried leh i screw up tml.


edited* today went to cut hair with bii, neh and chris. 4 of us cut hair together so funny. haha. well i guess i chose a right one for neh! :D she looks pretty pretty in it! Chris one need to style. Bii cut few strands. haha. well then we went BK for dinner. funny. haha. well after we played around. yeah bii suddenly want to go AMK after that, me and neh went home. Yeah after that went home then realised he went AMK to get my present. haha. sweet. thanks buddy. ^^ haha.



well this paragraph is for the honeystar. well today when you cried i really felt sad also. i don't really know how to completely bring you out of the sadness but be assured that im always here 24/7 if you need a shoulder, hand or even a dick! haha i mean dick jokes in a way! haha! smile more alrights and yeah im sure Mr. Right would appear soon for you! Smile smile! i'm always here alrights! :D hugs! seany will be here! :D *edited* my family got me an sony walkman mp3. awww. :D loves.



with bii and tecky

i think we look stupid but funny. haha.

thanks tecky! :D

heh thanks tecky again! :D

today we did nothing in class. damn. my attendance for class is only 60%. shit. haha. well after class went to pick bii to rp where we had dinner with tecky and then 3 of us headed down to suntec to get bii's clothes for his role. Yeah. We walked around and laugh. tecky funny. yeah while bii went to change tecky say he go toilet. then i really believe he go toilet. BUT! He came back with a birthday present! WOO! A new laptop bag that i wanted! kaos surprised like wtf man. yeah thanks tecky! appreciate that alot. heh i can show off my new laptop bag soon! :D THANKS SO MUCH TECKY! :D xoxo! haha.

then after that we went to get donuts. yeah we buy 6 then the person give 2 more free. not very nice. from millenia walk. but then we went over to esplanade to chill. well its really damn nice to head there after school. well can see bii talk alot to tecky. its a good sign. haha. well tomorrow going to bring neh and chris for their haircut. well i hope i dont accidentally sabo them, it's their hair at stake! haha! I will do a good job by telling them the best haircut for them! goodnights and hugs and thanks tecky for being the first person this year! :D



Tuesday, November 18, 2008
20th.


going 20 in a few days time. 21st november 2008. wow. i am finally hitting the big 20. thanks neh for friday yeap.


I'm looking forward to Puddle's virgin performance soon! :D It's going to be my first time working with a dog!


Monday, November 17, 2008
damn rp


knn. i cannot access the school system because i forgot to pay school fees. when i pay school fees early its not like i have special connections too. shit them how can they do this to me man. hehheh knn. but yeah i miss my grandmother, i really hope she's doing fine somewhere.


outing

breastified goddess.
say cheese!
salt and chest.
tecky.
random pic.

today was an outing to celebrate Adria's victory over the O levels. haha. yeah. brian, bii, tecky, shiying, adria and yyann and ken came for awhile. we met around 4 pm. everyone quite punctual today huh. yeah introduced tecky to know them. as expected, he was very adaptable. LOL. yeah. he counquered the tcp market le. wth. fast and pro I must say. we went to cheap cheap for an early dinner. wah full. nice. cheap. meow. then yyann joined us. nice. cheap. meow. after that ken and joined us. nice. cheap. meow.

yeah we then walked to millenia walk where ken left and then to singapore flyer then to esplanade then back to singapore flyer. haha like parade. then we actually slacked at the amphitheatre for a few hours? wth. thats long leh. yeah talk and sing and dance and random stuff. we ate popeyes mashy potatoeys and frieys too. nice. cheap. meow. then tecky and bii played games. i listen to adria songs. not bad her voice very nice, like mine. hehe wth. then after that went home with neh and adria. i am going back to school tomorrow. i will and i would. muahaha. i'll be going to Genting during Christmas period!



Sunday, November 16, 2008
proud




i felt so proud today, especially the moment we were asked to wear the badge, yeah i was given the honour to wear Jun's trade's course badge for him. felt damn proud of him. like her grown up alot. then the whole day i smile. because like yah your brother graduate from a course in NS of course you feel proud and happy. yah lah dunno how to describe but yeah. PROUD LAH. after that we went to eat Mega McSpicy. KNN regret spicy like siao. Then we find bii. then i go out with bii to town and we played the fastest tickle first. very fun. later blog in detail lah im still damn proud of my brother. he was so cute in the tank and when he was marching. damn cute lah. yeah proud man. hehheh. yeah my BROTHER LEH!! :D woohoo!!

OH YES! It would be my Grandmother's 90th Birthday Today! DO tag your wishes to her if you want to! I guess she would be able to see it in heaven! :D Happy Birthday Por Por!



Yeah its 3.32am now let me get back to blogging. I have started Pinnacle 04. Well Pinnacle 04 would be a impactful one. Please wait. :D Today I spent the whole morning and afternoon with jun. After macs we went to look for bii who was filming. well me and jun had a fun time playing there. haha. saw christopher as well. its been a long time since i last saw him. Yeah. After that jun had to leave for his wedding dinner and yeah they went to another location to film and it was downstairs jeanie's house! Yeah and we met up and talked for like an hour non-stop? damn. yeah. still pretty and im really kidding bout her legs cos they are perfectly slim. (you must be smiling now you freaky silent reader) yeah it was really nice catching her again. After that me and bii headed down to Orchard for late dinner and some christmas shopping? wth. lol. Yeah we had KFC for dinner. Macs then KFC yeah shit. Then we walked around and finally slacked at Wheelock where we did the most random tickling thing. damn. Yeah abit miss hunky ken but he told me good news just now. I'm glad lah, not for Pinnacle, but to think of more dinners with hunk is damn WOW. Okays my turn to go NS soon so i'll treasure the 7 more months?


My family has planned a family trip in december. Yeah. I hope i can take leave. I think there is another trip in feb? Tomorrow is going to be with Adria, Yyann, Handsome(YEAH!), Bii(YEAH!), Tecky(YEAH!), NEH! (.)(.)! Hope fun lah. Got tecky sure fun. HAHA! Yeah. Shit. Napfa is coming. damn!


Friday, November 14, 2008
tecky

RRC NAMETAGS! SZETOH ZILING
tecky and donuts.
bii. depressed prince.

wow today the nametags for RRC counsellors are finally out! difficult to do leh. but not bad i guess you all can see the effort ba. hehheh. i skip school again. wth which means i never go school the whole week this week. wth. damn. but nvm i went back to school and met tecky for dinner. damn funny. shit lah the makansutra hokkien mee standard drop leh fred! like shit now. damn. well nvm we slacked and ate donuts it was very funny with tecky out. lol ji hong.


yesterday i met bii for dinner. damn lah knn i feel so noob i cant find the barrage leh but i now know le. hehheh. :D well we ate some kori karrage thingy for dinner. heh. okays. Pinnacle is coming our way in 7 days soon! :D



Thursday, November 13, 2008
granny.

Yesterday was the cremation. Of course it was sad lah. For the past 20 years I have this grandmother who doted on me and then now she's not there anymore, but yeah like someone once told me, we'll all meet one day. It's like one of my cousins dreamt of my grandmother scolding her for not telling her my aunt died. (We didn't want to make her sad or shock her ma..) Yeah. But one thing was that it was my first day at Mandai Columbarium yesterday. Wow it was beautiful and it was so high tech. It was like an airport lah. Very nice architecture. Yeah. Took another day off from school. Means I skipped 4 days of school this week. Haha. Later meeting bii go Marina Barrage, damn ken sms him never reply. Yeah I guess next time we'll be filming ALOT at Marina Area. Pinnacle 03 seems done soon but I keep editing somehow I feel the power for pinnacle 03 is not as strong as 01 and 02. Never mind i think i should let Pinnacle 03 be a transition to 04. Well i am very happy that my message got across to tcps. After posting about the 13 more to ask me questions, alot has came forward to ask questions. I feel happy when you ask. :D Yeah. It's back to school tomorrow and then it's Jun's Badge Ceremony this saturday. yeah. Proud of him lah. Outing for Adria this sunday, Napfa soon on 20th, Pinnacle on 22nd. Tai Wedding on 29th. Wendy Celeb on 30th.


Tuesday, November 11, 2008
thank you


i realised that alot of people dote on me leh. seriously. well i heard my auntie telling her mother-in-law that granny doted on me alot. i felt happy when i heard that. well tonight's the last day, the whole family is going to be together tonight. It's getting bigger, nearing 80 people very soon I guess. Well i was on shift last night again, i dont mind because i know im next to granny yeah played mahjong with cousins, damn i lost again this time quite jialat you know. haha. i had to take bus home. yeah its that bad. haha. well i only got like 3 hours of sleep? I've got filming later, yeah im acting. quite weird leh i very long never act already you know. yeah after acting go down for funeral. im fine everyone thank you all so very much for your concern yeah everyone too many of you to name but yeah heartfelt thanks okays i've felt and got it. thank you yyann also for that very very long message. everyone. yeah. life still has to go on for everyone. you guys takecare too alrights. everyone. :D


my ex-girlfriend always called me a fighter. i am a fighter. well i really love her lah, she is the one who really can motivate me. i dunno if you can see this anot but thanks baby, hah though we're no longer together for like 3 years but yeah thanks alot, Jo'an Tan Hui Min. heh. :D I'm a fighter okays. Well whenever i feel sad i always think of her. I dunno why. :D


Sunday, November 09, 2008

i took the whole day off yesterday talking to my cousins. well i got to know so much i think i lost track of what they are doing. but it was really good catching up with all of them. well yeah naturally we all are feeling sad but thats life you know. but yeah its the people who gave me support yeah! okays thanks for the tags and smses, especially rena whom yeah i dunno how to say lah but thanks for the sms at 2am. and of cos to brian, well its really a touching sms. thanks buddy. and of course the night was still pretty good because i managed to rest and go out with ken, neh, di, bii and brian. and yeah i guess the most touching incident was that chuanjian came at 245am for the wake and accompanied me for the period of time. it really helped me alot lah ah kor. thanks. yes yes its going to be back to work soon. i'm going to catch a good nap now before going back later in the evening.


Saturday, November 08, 2008
Rest in Peace, Grandma.


We got the call from the hospital at 4.28am. By 4.50am you were gone. Thank you for being my grandmother the past 20 years of my life. My only regret was that you never got a chance to see me get married, which i promised you, as well as to see me get into University, which you always wanted me to get in. I will really try to fulfill that wish of yours. I will definitely miss you. Thank you for my childhood. Thank you for everything. I love you and I pray that you would be my grandmother again, our next lives. Rest in Peace.


Friday, November 07, 2008
to buddy

Edited* yeah. just now Ah Jie ask for Pinnacle 01 and 02 and she says its good! Woohoo i duuno why i felt the MOST joy when she said its good. Maybe cos she is Ah Jie. hehheh. Well she gave her constructive comments and i understand every single word she was saying. LOL!. Wth. Yeah. tomorrow is a projected happy day because i'll be meeting di and brian first then hunky ken then wonderful trip to the parties and then meet lovely TCPs at 6.40pm. God that is so lovely. I completed watching Bu Fan De Ai! Nice show man! Oh yeah TCP Casts and Crew please Go to Private blog NOW! Read the latest 3 posts thank you huh! :D

to one of my best friend, you're right. i'll see your name on your school's top roll of honours next year. thanks for sharing all these while. yeah. heh, no matter what i'll always be here buddy! :D


school.

I Miss Bintan with my fyp mates, I guess the whole of Spore only our FYP team got overseas. LOL! Bintan in Feb 09'! YAY!

school was alright. law lesson. i got another D+ for Ut2. Alrights just in case RP people dunno, my school, SHL, has decided to stop Moderation from Semester 2. Thus, my grades could have been a B for law but yeah they decided for it and thus sadly, haha its a D+ again. well i took Sports Nutrition Ut2 today. I nearly took off my pants and fuck my laptop screen when i saw the paper. KNN. I couldnt do a SINGLE QUESTION. Yeah, SINGLE. Fuck up. I felt so useless but nvm lah who ask me never study also. hehe. Well at least my daily grades are good okays. hehe.


Yeah feeling so fucked up by the useless paper, i went for FYP. god my fyp mates are the ones in the world who can make me laugh from sorrow. haha. yeah kahlid rocked he brought snacks which included oreo cheesecake! WHAMP! woo! Well winnie ate like there was no tomorrow. Jinying also. scary. haha. Yeah after fyp went to find tecky and we went to Velocity for dinner at the thai restaurant. I forget is thai or vietnam. Visit granny then brought my aunt to Sakae Sushi for dinner again. damn. shit. Yeah i love bringing my aunt out because she's single and i once told her when she's old next time, she can come live with me. :D awwww. Well she brought me up also lah so i guess its the gratitude. Ah tai getting married on 29th! Hope everything runs well and smoothly. Goodnights and hugs!


Wednesday, November 05, 2008
i am weird


god. i talk to melissa, bii and chin teck the MOST now online. Especially Bii. These 3 people are very lucky people because i really enjoy chatting with them. It's a good thing that bii and tecky are in the list because we would be seeing each other very very often soon. But for mel, shit her she keeps thinking of Shuan not Sean. damn her. sicko. Nice right! Zul gave me this webby so fun. hehheh i'm slow but not bad lah. If you see carefully its ken's face inside! WOOHOO! School was fine and lovely because its wednesday. But my voice still jialat. cough also. goodnights and hugs.


Tuesday, November 04, 2008
cute conversation

this was like so long ago.

was having dinner with jun that night. he asked some rather redundant yet funny questions. Okay i translate it into english. We talked about di.

Jun- "How is di recently?"
Sean- "should be fine. If i'm right he is going to pass his driving soon."
Jun- "shiying never call di and ask?"
Sean- "nope"
Jun- "kenneth leh?"
Sean- "nope"
Jun- "eh? Why leh?"
Sean- "i guess only both of us would do such things."


Lol. Quite cute. It's Dennis birthday this Saturday! 21st! Woo! I still remember how i know him! Thru TCP also! woohoo! Well this saturday seems very rush. I dunno why leh cos Rina also having her 21st. Yeah i thank her very much for inviting baby bro and hunky ken so i won't feel so bored and weird yeah but a pity it clashes with dennis birthday or i'll gladly stay later. Well yesterday i asked Adria for her comments for the pinnacle 01 and 02. Not bad leh her comments. She said something everyone didn't say. She said the importance for a difference, so they would not be rewatching the same genre again. good good. I like to ask neh and adria for comments now. Very constructive.


Apparently it's day 2 of MC but my cough is no better. 65% of taking another day off for Wednesday. Damn i'll be missing one test cos of today. shit. don't worry i will get well soon. Sis went to buy 2 tortoise and they look cute. Alrights apparently i hope to get a dog lah. Next time i will make sure my kids have a dog at home. I will teach them to love the dog even if it grows old and ugly. hehheh. So that they wont abandon me next time when i'm old. I want 3 kids. Aloysius, Amadeus and Amanda. So sweet. I want them to go to some neighbourhood school and then excel there and tell them "daddy didnt do well last time in school also. So don't stress yourself okays it's all in the genes, Grandpa and Grandma didn't do well too." LOL! wth.


It's scary lah. i'm going 20 soon in bout 2 weeks time? yeah then 20 to 30 would be the looking for wife and Marriage. fuck lah im still so broke. Everyone around me seems so much richer! Sad. Maybe i dun even want to get married! damn. dunno lah stil far but yet near. wth. Oh yeah i have watched Bu Fan De Ai till Episode 15 already its damn zai ah the show can make me cry. wth, but Chen Han Wei and Zoe Tay's acting is zaix3. So touching. damn. I'm waiting for Episode 16 lah. Faster faster. The scriptwriter for this show is the same as the one who wrote Fann Wong's show also. Wow. Not bad huh. Haha di is in this show also. From Episode 9. :D


I think i have nothing to say but i really miss talking alot. thanks to the many many people who asked me to takecare etc yeah especially brian, hahaha, wth what cum. yeah but thanks buddy. i will be able to sing soon okays! wait i show you all my zaizai voice. Okays i would want to meet fred, because i miss him. Next, on the 15, me and di would be going to Jun's Army Camp to see him get his badge for completing his Trader's Course. I'm so proud of my brother! :D Yeah so 3 little pigs. heh heh. I guess thats gonna be the best birthday present this year. :D You feel proud you know. hehheh! Pinnacle 03 now! :D


Monday, November 03, 2008
feels weird

long ago.

forgot to blog about the visit to the doctor. he check and said Throat Infection, immediately he added in Don't Sing, Scream and Talk. dang. all kena. 3 favourites leh. It means practically from yesterday 10am till now, 6.15pm, i havent even talk a single bit. yeah. I can't sing though this urge is the strongest whenever i press the play button on the player. shit. can't sing when i bathe too. shit. can't sing when i shit also. shit shit shit. I miss talking you know. Many don't know but i've got a habit of talking to myself since young. I would talk and act to myself. wth. haha serious its true. And the worst thing is that i am sleeping alot. Oversleeping. Yesterday i went home and slept from 1pm to 8pm woke up and then slept at 130am to 10am today and then just now i slept from 1pm to 4pm. Because every shot of the medicine is so strong i feel so drowsy after taking them. I dont dare to go out because i don't wanna spread the virus to others. thus i felt so so sad when fred asked me out just now but i cant go. :( boo x3.


okays since i cant talk i shall blog more. yayness for the loyals. haha. alrights. you know when woman age they tend to become more naggy and kpo. yeah. apparently my neighbour next door is this Singaporean man with a wife and his mistress. wth. Then next door to them is this super KPO malay neighbour. god. i cant stand them. Alrights, this china woman(mistress) came yesterday at around 5.45am (remember i couldn't slp and woke up) yeah that time and she started screaming outside my room. fuck her. she kept scolding "去你妈的" and i was lol-ing inside myself. then you know my mum is so brave she open the door and gate and see what was happening( i dunno why she woke up also) yeah then i ask her faster close the door for fear they will kill us. yeah cos the china woman kicked the guy etc, yeah yeah and the malay neighbour came out and see look also so KPO then the malay neighbour got scolded also. i was laughing. hahaha! Alrights you know how i know so much? Cos the malay neoghbour told us all today. My mum also kpo lah. Like i said. when woman age... wth lor. we were told by next door to call the police for them if the china woman comes up again. I was thinking, if like today or tomorrow when im alone at home and that the woman comes up again how can i cal police when i have no voice? Can i sms them? I would feel real helpless if i cant help them at all.


I'm quite a timid freak cos the china woman has gang backups and works in a pub here, how i know again, cos the malay auntie tell my mother. god. its a pity she isnt a reporter. yeah BUT i personally heard the china woman demanding money ytd, she wanted 10k from the man. WTH lor. thats why guys, want to play with woman also play with those tiam tiam one. go play with one kpkb not only make you pek check but your neighbours too. damn. thats all. i hope the cough would go away by wed if not i intend to skip this whole week of school because i really dun wan everyone in class to start coughing. I don't wanna cause an epidemic! :(


Sunday, November 02, 2008
800th Post, for Team 11/12

black and chui
Halloween party!
My team 11/12 will miss you guys!


Hi Guys im stil coughing like mad but one thing i have to do is to dedicate my 800th Blog post for My Xanthus Team 11/12. They are really adorable kids. I had to look after 2 teams most of the time because Team 12's leader; Brenda was the commitee member thus she had to run around. And thus, the team of 13 people was form, Team 11/12! I hope you guys love me as much as i love you all! I think you guys do! HAHAHAH! I'm so sorry i cant join the whole team for lunch as i'm on MC but its okay! Another day then! More pictures soon when they send me! Will blog in detail soon okays!



sick


settled. throat infection. hate this. resting. 2 days MC(only?!) it's a virus. spreadable. please stay far from me. hehheh.


Saturday, November 01, 2008
i love jun


today jun very sweet you know. okays we met and had dinner wanted to catch a movie but no movies leh then we slack and did some auntie shopping but the main point was that he was so sweet because he gave me a early birthday treat. very simple yet meaningful to me. cos he still remembered. heh, kinda surprised, i seldom get surprise, well jun is one of the few who has got me surprise. love you baby!


okays next is chin teck. yeah, every night before we sleep we would TALK for at least 1 hour. Seriously, its 1 hour. Except for the last night where we both knock out. yeah, if without tecky, i wouldnt have any sleeping bag, yeah because of him every night got bag to sleep on. Night 1 to 3 was damn fun with him. we talked about the pee joke. laugh till steven lim angry with us. the other night we talked cock and made winton feel lonely. so bad but fun. i like it when he shares his team achievement because i can feel that he is very proud of them and yeah i would listen and listen because his team is seriously very good. its difficult to work when most of your other leaders are commitee members. yeah. thanks for being there too. heh. okays lah. my first really big step knowing tecky, next would be the pinnacle. looking forward to see him cry. wth. haha. thanks so much buddy, for the fun/laughter/cock/talk/sharing. you sibei zai. ownaged. LOL!


okay lah i still cannot blog about my lovely team Xanthus/13 because they haven send me the pictures, but i would do a good one soon alrights. I think i am really a irritating person when i follow rules, and i really dislike people being disrespectful to me because i scolded one of my participants when she gave me attitude. Yeah. I feel bad somehow but its my job, my responsibility as a team leader. Hehheh. :D Alrights, fred has finally ended his O levels and yeah i miss him. gah. Oh yeah, fyi, my Xanthus team got overall champions. HEH. Good leadership skills huh. God, self praise is international disgrace. heh. so much for that. goodnights and hugs.