Tourist picture.

Shit. I woke up late today. Heh.

Ahh. Went to Pasir Laba. Called Wei Long out and haha he looks so cute in uniform. Not that literally cute but yeah imagine Long Ge in Uniform. Haha CUTE! Yes! That type of cute! Yeah IMT. So fun. Same detail as Alan somemore. More fun. But I really lack self confidence in this aspect. Feels weird I will have such low confidence. Guess its because of the BOBO incident in BMT that lead to this low esteem when it comes to shooting. Darn it. Hey but surprisingly I passed IMT. Guess its luck. Tomorrow is conversion, hope it'll be able to hit at least 20 down. Haha.

Was just browsing thru facebook, thinking how to improve the welfare of my people, thinking how we can push back filming time till even later. Just to recap. During tcp days reporting time was normally 7.30am or 8.00am. Then when it came to Pinnacle, I revised it to about 9am to 10am. Now, Intangibond, I revised it to 11am till 12pm. Hmm. I hope the seniors of tcp can see my effort. Welfare is always my top priority for the peopel of tcp. I realised after my crew population BoomZ TCP then started to go on to achieve more. Okay. I think I talked too much of random stuff. And one thing for myself to remember; Be humble of your achievements and to remember your roots. Goodnights!!

I'll miss you bro! :)

Today was Alouis last day at TCP before he heads off to NS. Aww. Had probably our last dinner today at MOS Burger. I'll definitely miss you bro. 2 weeks only lah. But we have never been seperated for more than two weeks since last year! Haha! Have fun at sports camp. :) And, botak looks cool on you.

My second crying scene today in my life. Was pretty surprised as it was easier to cry this time round. Hah thats an achievement. :) But i still feel di's acting scene more zai. Muahaha. It's back to work tomorrow. :D

Thursday: Went to Alexandra for MA. My first time into the MRI machine felt rather comfortable. I slept thru the 30 minutes whilst they were doing the scans on my right knee. I'll know the results in June. Met Wei Siong for dinner at night. Went to Ikea first though and i saw ALAN! Ahhh. So sweet. Okay. We went to Far East for dinner and then MRT to Dhoby Ghaut. Slacked till 11.30pm then home. We talked alot. Alot about future. I managed to instill the love for tcp into WS. LOL! I succeeded! Heh Heh!

Friday: It was a day out with Willy. Oh gosh he's damn cute. Like CJ7. Haha! I call him Xiao di. Xiaodi of TCP. Yeah we went to Ion, saw Pei Wen and had a good 1/2 hour chat with her? Had lunch with Willy at Far East, damn sucky the noodles. Argh. Had bubble tea, went back to Ion. Walk and walk and basically walked around Ion and played with random props we could find. Met Alouis with his love love. Aww. It's pretty happy to see your bro happy with his girl. We were running late so me and Willy left first. Yah random but I brought Xiaodi to my army buddy's 21st Bdae Party at Ngee Ann Alumni Clubhouse. Haha! Okay we stayed till 9.30pm then went to KAP then Macs then home about 11pm.

Tomorrow is a day of fun and cock with 6/7 Gen. :D

You don't have to be in a Blockbuster to win any awards. 家庭剧/生活剧 also do stand a high chance in winning recognition. All we need is just to create memorable characters. And together with their acting, I am really looking forward to this production soon. I never believed in Blockbusters as champions, but i've always believed in the people I cast. Wei Long, Ah Jie, Willy, Adele, Carmen, I wish you all fun and all the best! :D

Today was Creative's director first day back at work after taking a year's break from tcp. Back with more refreshing ideas and with a professional photographer, branding of our shows will never be the same again. :D Celebrated Jaslyn's birthday today too. Happy 17th Birthday to the little sister of TCP. Yesterday, had a 3.5 hour meeting with Desmond. Didn't feel shag at all. Just kept discussing and talking and debating about issues, casting and future of tcp. Someone once told me never to let you leave tcp. Haha. It's very true. Had a talk with Weilong today, he kind of set me thinking bout the future. Lots of things I should start deciding now.. Thank you everyone for your hardwork this week, especially TCP crew, Desmond, Teck Guan, Pei Wen and Wei Siong. Thank You ;)

I really like it when my casts discuss their worries and how to portray their future roles. It makes me feel they're worried about not performing up to expectations, but it makes me feel that they do care. I've already share my thoughts with 4 casts so far. Have you been that lucky 4? Will sms a few more the next few days.

Your Welfare Leaders. :)

I strongly feel that a good leader means talking/communicating with your people. I've been listening to my people for years, but today is the first time i took the initiative to have a heart to heart sms chat with one of our casts. I told him how I feel about his presence in tcp. I told him how I felt about him. He told me too. It felt heartwarming, it felt good. It felt like as though you reconnected all the missing links. You know who you are. :) Thus over the next few days, I'll uphold my responsibilities as your leader to sms a few of you to tell you how I feel about your presence in the productions. It'll be a way to better our working relations. Both me and Desmond will be working on how to bring more welfare for our people. Once you recieve "Are you free to sms chat now?" reply immediately because it means you're the lucky one. :)

I heard its half day tomorrow! :D

My cousins. Happy 26th Cousin. :)

Humans either change or remain the same for life. I think I haven't change much. And I hope it's something good. Because it's the identity i've created for myself. Muahaha. But its scary to find someone you know changing for the worst. You don't know how to help or whether you should help. All you can do is to see the ultimatum of that friend. Ahh. I'm to busy to care anyways. I've been really busy lately. I guess it isnt a spur of motivation. It's more of a spur of a long term determination. Which again is good because i've never been as determined as before.

Hey! haven't I changed? Hmm. Pretty confusing or contradicting I would say. Alrights, lets just say I am doing some self-reflection. I think i've learnt to depend on myself too. Can't always be depending on people. Hmm. Lets put it this way. The many helpful people around you are just bonuses. But ultimately, you've got to have what it takes to meet such helpful peeps. Haha. Self-praise, international disgrace.

Alrights. Jun wants to use computer. Nights. :)

I'm like a small boy when I tell korkor my problems. I love korkor's advices.

Today was the second day of filming for X-Squad. :) This show reminds me of the days filming TCP 1 and 2 where all new people just act and laugh and have fun. Yeah Clarissa bought the casts and crew bubble tea and brought it on set for us. Thanks for the Honey bubble tea! Yeah. It was good to see the 6th and 7th Gen working hand in hand for a show. Most importantly is the only 3 seniors in the show, Ah Jie, Jun Horng and Christopher guiding them in the show. I had fun today.

TCP's in the limelight again. :) I've said it many times, but I will still like to thank my crew for your undying support and love for tcp, because without you guys, there are many things which I may not be able to cope with. Thank you for using your expertise to polish up TCP's imperfections, thank you Yyann and Shi Qi for lasting till now, thanks to my boyband male crew, Alan, Teck Guan, Wei Siong, Desmond for really bringing tcp to a brand new height. Next will be a big thank you to my casts. Without you guys, it will be a no show. Thank you for showing that we have talents in Singapore and that we're all gathered here at TCP and nowhere else. I'll work harder for more recognition for us all. We have done it, but I believe we can push thru our limits. Follow my leadership, take my steps, I'll lead you thru the end of the tunnel where we'll see the light; together.

Welcome back, Creative Director. :)

Thank you Desmond. He was like my girlfriend during field camp. Just kept smsing him and he just kept replying. haha thanks bro, you cute strawberry squirrel. I survived my 3d2n outfield! wth! omgosh! Reporting time is 9am tomorrow. Fall out should be 3pm. Hopefully. :)

It was the long overdue FYP gathering haha. Winnie treated us to Manhattan Fish Market. Haha thanks Madam! :)

After the meal had to rush off to Meng Meng's party :)

Happy 21st Meng Meng! Stayed at Macs with Kaile and Moo till 3am. :)

Am heading back to camp soon to prepare for outfield. haha my last outfield was in BMT! thats like 7-8 months ago! Gosh. But yeah kinda looking forward to it somehow. Looking forward to the stars lah. alrights anyways tcp schedule is out, check pblog for details. :)

X-Squad V1. (Watch it in high definition HD)

Hahaha! Strong contender for Best Supporting Actor or.. Actress?!

Yeap, Wei Siong arranged a meeting with me today to discuss the future plans of motion graphics. Haha awesome to see my crew work so hard, so stressed-up. Heh heh! Yeah we had starbucks and discussed for like 2 hours plus non-stop. Yeah finally got the ideas for 2010 brandings. After that we slacked around till 12am. Bin bin called said she and Edmund had nothing to do and wanted to catch a movie and yeah so I met them, but didnt catch a movie in the end, walked round town and had macs for supper. Went home at 3am. Random outing with bin and edmund. Tomorrow is with Team Hamzul! :)

Yang intro-ed me this SNSD song. I find it funny. haha. cute.

ahh. I feel some friends are just zzz. One friend asked me to help him run 2.4km today, because he just cant pass it. Then when I asked like this means i take your failed results? He said yeah, never mind the most you come back and run again. wth. I completely stunned. My stunned expression would have got me the Best Actor this year I believed. But yeah of course I said no and yeah I passed my IPPT! :) woohoo. But my stamina dropped alot. My tummy was blocking my sit-ups. I can't believe I only did 38 sit-ups. haha wtf! Oh well. Its okay. :)

Jun's 21! :) The past 4 years have been pretty awesome with him. My ups and downs the past 4 years in tcp, they know it all. Thanks for always being there for me, loving me like a bro and yeah all the sweet and nasty stuff you and di have ever done. Happy 21st my bro, may all your wishes come true and with many good returns. Loves. :)

No news of Zoe Tay recently. :( Yeah Felicia Chin is next to leave Mediacorp, she's going to study. I hope their management do something about retaining their talents. Do not promise and don't deliver is what I can learn form this lesson.. :)

This picture is being dominated by the younger generations of TCP. I'm still awaiting for a full casts and crew photoshoot. A formal one that is. :) I'll look forward to 30th May. After filming went out with Kenneth, Alouis and Shi Ying to Upp Bukit Timah for Prata! Thanks bro for the treat! After that sent Alouis to Bugis before driving back to Bukit Timah (again) to Hindhede Nature Park. Awesome view. Drove Shi Ying back, then went to West Coast Plaza with Kenneth. Walked for bout 1.5hours before heading home. :)

Yesterday night went to Iluma to catch Iron Man 2 with Yang and Chin Teck. Awesome movie. Love it. 4 popcorns! Yang and Teck stayed over for the night. haha. And yeah today was filming under the hot scorching sun! Yeah seriously luckily the main casts could perform quite well today, thus the underrun. Thanks to Chin Teck and Yang who picked the 6th and 7th Gen from the station. 7th Gen had their first acting class today. Sort of like a bonding session also. We at the 7th Floor could hear them laughing at the 4th Floor. Should be not bad lah. Okay then after that we surprised Alouis with a cake! Yeah very long never do this stunt already haha. So today there was Kenneth, Wei Long, Shi Ying, Jaslyn, Alouis, Chin Teck, Yang, Roy, Willy, Shawn, Desmond, Teck Guan, Eunice and Yi Ting..

Yeah bro, the only wish I have for you,
may all your wishes come true. :)

Thank you TCP for making this surprise possible! My plan would not have worked if not for you guys! Dinner saw only me with the 2 youngest kid, Jaslyn and Willy with me. It's the first time I went out with Jaslyn you know! Oh yeah we had fun roaming town, walking around, eating, chatting and yeah it's like a refreshing combination. :) Jaslyn left about 830pm and we continued to walk around town rather aimlessly, settled for Macs for supper before heading to scape to slack. And damn Willy, he wanted to touch me not vice versa. Hah! :) Goodnights! Happy 22nd Birthday in advance bro!