I'm pretty amazed at my speed of recovering to certain issues. And somehow I really feel I can't blog too much bout my thoughts anymore. Its contradicting. I want to blog to share my life but I feel it often backfires when I share too much. Its like oh shit I shared too much but hey I feel I needa share this man! Darn it. Damn sucky. I'm trying to overrun myself here to make me forget what I wanted to blog about. Hmm. Sometimes I wonder if im really happy or I just forget sad stuff easily. Eh but sometimes I recover very slowly leh. wth am I talking about. I'm just a insignificant member to this world, but somehow I feel I contribute more stuffs than other members of this planet. wtf?! 2 more days to weekends. Nice.

I'm not happy today. Really. I'm just not too good inside. Hey can you hear me? I'm not happy you know! Im fucking talking! I'm unhappy! Fuck you understand! I buay song! I sibei unhappy! Fuck you! Cheebye! Okay I feel abit better. I go sleep. Goodnights.

Aye. Sad. My cousin's putting their dog to sleep tomorrow. Argh. Kidney failure. Damn. Of course will feel sad, because the dog's been with our family, my cousins for 12 years! 12 years! Wth. So long you know. Got feelings one what. Damnit. And damn Maroom got silver for his IPPT! How did he do it?! I feel more sad.

Anyway on a happier note, met Chin Teck and Ah Jie on Tuesday. Had dinner at Hip Diner? Yeah Chin Teck bought me a AX shirt online! AX leh wth and its pretty nice I like it because its from a bro, its good stuff and lastly, its FREE! heh heh. Thanks bro! Okay busy doing scripts and scripts. Editing and editing. Work is never ending but I like that feeling.

Goodbye Piggy, i'll miss you. Thank you for the years.

After dolly, we're going to see lumino in TCP soon. lol. Thank you the other 3 bosses! My production department will like to thank all of you for this generous offer. :D Chin Teck's commissioning parade tomorrow. Our first 2LT in TCP. lol. :)

$$_Profits_$$

Aiyo went to settle my passport today. Tow accompanied me but fair I went accompanied him to get his Batam trip tickets. I even became his free tour guide. Brought him to MBS walk walk. Heh. I feel I know Singapore pretty well you know, and its really because I like this place. Every road you turn wrongly, there is always a U-turn ahead. Every expressway links to a new place. Every road leads to a street and every street leads to a new findings. Was damn happy when I figured out Katong area whilst working with Ckids. Haha. Okay im easily contented. Cant sleep. Tomorrow sure die. We're shifting camp! Wow sounds like some major stuff you know. I can tell my kids next time papa was from this camp that closed down like 10 years ago heh heh. Aiyer think im feeling tired I dont know what im talking bout.

Some key dates. 18th Sept, 25th Sept, 2nd Oct, 3rd Oct, 7th Oct-10th Oct. Why so busy lately ah? After this year I'll have lesser 21st Birthdays to attend! WoohoO! Hahahahahahha!! Am listening to Yuna's version of "I don't wanna miss a thing" not bad siol! Aye busy together nvm lah we will see better days soon. Sorting out some things between profit and passion. Darn. NIGHTS.

我很讨厌妈妈每次买回来油炸的东西给我吃，然后说我肥，叫我去运动。

我明天又有Duty。天啊。但是是和朋友一起所以没有那么闷。可能明天会继续玩我的Pokemon吧。看不出来我还有玩Pokemon的吧？哈哈。还好啦没有东西做吗。。新期六将会和TCP的人收看阿姐郑惠玉的电影《割爱》满期待的，尤其是自己偶像的电影。希望会突破百万大关！

最近有和理工学院的朋友联络。她刚失恋，她说她很想我，我也很想她，因为我们是非常好的朋友。很快就要和她一起去乌敏岛。 好朋友，不要太难过了。你一定会遇到更好的。好啦我要去睡觉了。很累！他妈的，今天怪怪的，突然间想用华文表达心情。

晚安。

Friday: Tham joined TCP! Met tham for dinner, had a short meeting etc and then met Alouis to chill to 2.30am.

Ahh. Singaporeans in Singapore viewership is pretty BooMz! The best viewership we had since transmission. Thank you very much. :) Aye wil be flying off to Bangkok in October, haha Wei Siong will be in charge of tcp then. Eh first time I apply leave from TCP okay. Meeting this Thursday to discuss more boomz stuff. Random ideas to bring in more nuts for the kids to eat. Have to thank Wei Siong for the tickets last Saturday to Voyage De La Vie. Was a really awesome show. After that went for supper with Alouis, Tham, Ah Jie and Fred.

Sunday: Ah Di came over to get some stuffs from me. lol.

Okay I lazy blog lah.

Hmm. Just when I am feeling so broke something really amazing happened today...